Eating away at you The inside out A silent killer Not like gas You can't feel the gas But sickness is there Hurting you and eating at you You want to hang on But you can't seem to get out of the rut How can things be so horrible For you But so amazing for them Will you ever be well enough To just be yourself With your friends Or will that time Never come again
Tears streak my cheeks As I watch you leave Stomach hurts Heart aches Salt crusting on my eyelashes Students swirl past me Some stare And asks what is wrong But I can not speak Memories of you Swirl in my mind Chills run over me Sobs begin to escape Your dark brown hair The smile you showed me And the laughs like bells Your eyes Haunt me so The ghost of your voice Next to my ear Saying oh so low “Let me twist that knife for you” And I cripple in pain My breath catching I can not speak The memories of you Slowly...
Bing Bang Cick Ring Silver flashes everywhere The typing of keys Infultrate my dreams A mouse that does not live Squeakes across A whirring noise is heard Mindless students stare blankly Their brains turning to mush
It hurts As the lithium Takes over My white scarf Stained with your blood Slowly turning red As tears well in my eyes And I watch you die Murderer The children whisper In my dreams Why do they haunt me so? The lithium Isn’t working tonight And I still can’t seem to shake The feeling of eyes Upon my back And the feeling of power Of tearing flesh Leers at me around every corner Nightmares Sweat beads on my forehead Contents in my stomach Showing once again As your bloody hand Reaches out to me...
Romance Roses Kisses I am the girl Who never much cared For these petty little things Mud was my chocolate And weeds my flowers But now I feel changed When I look at you Dreams of hearts float Into my mind And I have never felt so sick Your smiles are so sweet Like vanilla ice cream And warm apple pie When I hear your laughter Suddenly flowers are flowers And mud is only dirt And I am only a girl Who blushes when you hug her And reaches to hold your hand Only to quickly change her mind And wait awhile...
Ripping Tearing Howls fill the air As young children scream And cry out in despair The creatures roam the sky As they lift off in the air And humans try to fly The fire rages down below As smog fills up their lungs The horizon a mellow yellow As ambulances rush by Taking people to their homes Who never asked to die The war is slowly smothering The soldiers oh so brave Who try to kill the creatures Who just won’t seem to work or try Or cry out in despair And hold the white flag high
The sun beats down on my head The beautiful flowers quivering A breeze rustling the green leaves Wind stops, leaving the night behind Freedom flies dance with their lights Children lay down on the grass My eyes see thousands of little stares That beat like hearts all their own I make a wish as one comes crashing down Slowly my eyes close Drifting into dreams
I smile As you talk to me When really I don’t find what’s so funny In your empty words Sometimes my smiles and laughs Are from deep inside And are really, truly There But really I usually don’t care Days go by As I stare At the empty board In front of me As I wait for someone To see I think of tears Drenching my face as rain Usually does Remembering the choked sobs I try and suppress In bed Alone I smile But Is it real? Does anyone understand How I feel? The road ahead Is so...
Listen To the waves that crash in your heart Feel the salt wash away the wounds The clouds slowly receding Purple and orange sky's left behind As the sun slowly sets A new night beginning Making way for the day That will bring new things It may not be good It may not be bad It may not even be something new worth knowing Like that the sky is not blue But it's okay to think it is Because it's only make believe If we think it's not true Cause dreams are meant for dreaming Reality is meant for disagreeing Fiction is meant for...
Love An emotion I yearned for For so many years I waited as my heart tore And watched as backs turned Felt the glares on my back Heard the whispering I cried myself to sleep every night And sometimes thought how better It would be If I just Died I had no family No friends No un-rounded corners or bends But then they came along The people who really cared About who I was Love It was instantaneous when I saw them Even if I confused it With something else It was always there Especially for those two...
Mommy I am the closest anyone is to you Each night when you sleep I feel safe inside you You are going to be so surprised! I can’t wait to hear what you will say When you find out about Me
Hi mommy Why are you crying? Have I done something wrong? Mommy! Please don’t be sad I love you so much You will see the doctor soon I hope he is nice
Mommy You saw me for the first time I tried to wave at you But you only cried The doctor said something About an appointment As soon as possible Mommy What...
Mother dear Please forgive me I will see you again soon I never meant to leave you Mother dear Your hugs keep me cool at night As the flames lick at my bed side And the screams Of my fellow slaves Keep me awake Not allowing sleep to come To my tortured, charred, over worked limbs Mother dear Can you come save me From this unbelievable hell From which I can not escape Mother dear I feel your guilt And I hope you suffer With me In this world of flames Mother dear When Mr. Death comes to you Do not fight...
You disappear from view Making my heart beat wild Your voice calming Grief stealthily woven between the lines My tears So warm and hot I want you to feel them, too So that you will have to be close to me I will leap through time Once again To set things right But my time is up Finally coming to a close I am finished playing God As you are finished being in my world It's been a awhile since I have been in reality For I have been too caught In the past I wish I had known What our future is meant to be The...
Why do you run Away from my blade? When all I want to do Is to show you How much I love you And let you see my Heart Which is stiched nice and tight From the times you haved broken it And maybe let you see my brain, too To show you The memories I have Of crying to myself Please come to me Why do you run From my blade? When all I want to do Is to show you How much I love you Maybe I'd show you my stomach Which is surely filled with butterflies From the moments Our eyes Met I bet you remember ...
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