Submissions by UnhopefulHopes
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
been on here for quite some time not really active but I am always willing to have a nice conversation with someone.
SELF POEM
Published
21st Nov 2018 1:45am
21st Nov 2018 1:45am
Here I am Agen Then Gone
Theres a dark corner some were in my head
In a dark place on Du
This is were i am.... I think...
I come here to think or perhaps just to feel
I.... I think im for gotten... Or maybe just dead
Here I am... Like i say one tomany times.
Here I breath... out of dulling monotony
I have grown in to somthing. This feels so odd
No.... My mind is still not clear and no... Im not happy.
I hate my jobs that bores me to death. And i still dont trully know who I am
I remember when I would come here. To feel better and smile
I remember when my poems...
In a dark place on Du
This is were i am.... I think...
I come here to think or perhaps just to feel
I.... I think im for gotten... Or maybe just dead
Here I am... Like i say one tomany times.
Here I breath... out of dulling monotony
I have grown in to somthing. This feels so odd
No.... My mind is still not clear and no... Im not happy.
I hate my jobs that bores me to death. And i still dont trully know who I am
I remember when I would come here. To feel better and smile
I remember when my poems...
#anxiety
#frustration
#despair
#emptiness
#apathy
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2018 8:10am
2nd Jan 2018 8:10am
waiting to die
Here i live in this life
Im lost here. I cant breath or think
I used to sing songs, smile, and more
But know i just look at this wall as my dulling mind wonders
I remember good times. But now i think im losing the fight
Its 2018 and there is nothing to hope for. Every part of my life has turned to crap
And i cant stand the rest
The funny thing is no one knows. I have no one but my own memories and thoughts that make me want to scream. No.... Im not ok. No im not fine
I just want every thing to stop. Just so i can breathe.
Its 2018 and i wish i...
Im lost here. I cant breath or think
I used to sing songs, smile, and more
But know i just look at this wall as my dulling mind wonders
I remember good times. But now i think im losing the fight
Its 2018 and there is nothing to hope for. Every part of my life has turned to crap
And i cant stand the rest
The funny thing is no one knows. I have no one but my own memories and thoughts that make me want to scream. No.... Im not ok. No im not fine
I just want every thing to stop. Just so i can breathe.
Its 2018 and i wish i...
#sadness
#depression
#heartbroken
#MentalHealth
#FeelingLost
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2017 7:18am
23rd Jun 2017 7:18am
Sleeping Away
The day begins
after a drink of pins
The night speaks
Only in tounges, only for me to hear
At this time I find myself confused
and disoriented
Am I awake?
I'm frightened and scared
To think, of this life
I'm tormented beyond release.
why can I just be asleep
...Where life is at least bearable
why can I be asleep
So I many forget this world
and everything in it
not too many things frighten me
But, being conscious makes my spine crawl
I live in an odd world where nothing makes sense
yet, I live it... ...
after a drink of pins
The night speaks
Only in tounges, only for me to hear
At this time I find myself confused
and disoriented
Am I awake?
I'm frightened and scared
To think, of this life
I'm tormented beyond release.
why can I just be asleep
...Where life is at least bearable
why can I be asleep
So I many forget this world
and everything in it
not too many things frighten me
But, being conscious makes my spine crawl
I live in an odd world where nothing makes sense
yet, I live it... ...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Mar 2017 00:09am
9th Mar 2017 00:09am
Im sick on the Inside
Im sick.... on the in side...
its so hard to breath
Im lost in my own reflection, forgetting who I am
I have because a pessimist in my slumber
and a drunk by day.
I lost who I was and
Now I am just the living reminder of dreams come to pass
no I don't sleep, don't dream
Last night I remembered nothing
and today I just wish I could forget
I take my life with spirits so that maybe I can find mine.
I lay every night with a restless mind
That only mocks my well being
I am so cold in this place
and can't seem to feel better...
its so hard to breath
Im lost in my own reflection, forgetting who I am
I have because a pessimist in my slumber
and a drunk by day.
I lost who I was and
Now I am just the living reminder of dreams come to pass
no I don't sleep, don't dream
Last night I remembered nothing
and today I just wish I could forget
I take my life with spirits so that maybe I can find mine.
I lay every night with a restless mind
That only mocks my well being
I am so cold in this place
and can't seem to feel better...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Jan 2017 6:09am
7th Jan 2017 6:09am
Too lost to to go on
I have quenched my thirst in a see of salt
Only to see my fault
im lost in a labrith
In my rotting mind
I know to you it may not mean a thing but to me it is my world.
My twisted fait keep raming me lower and lower
To you it may of just been a disition... I see that i guess...
Im lost blind and broken down from this picesless life
And sadly music has started to sound to dull to me.
Its not you .... You see.... Its me...
Im the one who cant got out and just be
Only to see my fault
im lost in a labrith
In my rotting mind
I know to you it may not mean a thing but to me it is my world.
My twisted fait keep raming me lower and lower
To you it may of just been a disition... I see that i guess...
Im lost blind and broken down from this picesless life
And sadly music has started to sound to dull to me.
Its not you .... You see.... Its me...
Im the one who cant got out and just be
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Dec 2016 8:55pm
18th Dec 2016 8:55pm
Live to dream a life
My sanity drips away as i set here in the hallow
Im speachless as i sit and think
Of you of me and every one to be
My stomach feels sick and i have a sharp pain in my chest
I live i breath every day. But only to see
Its all in vain
This air is so cold
For i can feel ice as i inhale deeply
i live only to dream
Of broken dreams
There are perfect picture left for you and me
In a life i neaver had
Im speachless as i sit and think
Of you of me and every one to be
My stomach feels sick and i have a sharp pain in my chest
I live i breath every day. But only to see
Its all in vain
This air is so cold
For i can feel ice as i inhale deeply
i live only to dream
Of broken dreams
There are perfect picture left for you and me
In a life i neaver had
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Nov 2016 11:46pm
20th Nov 2016 11:46pm
Quick Message
Not going to be doing much poetry any more. I have to much to do and on top of that poetry isn't really helping me any more.... So that being said i will randomly get on hear from time to time. And who knows I may just write somthing but dont count on it. But for the most part will will no longer be active on DU...
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Nov 2016 4:48am
15th Nov 2016 4:48am
Stand in the dark
Today i see and breath.
Think and sink
I dont know where i am
In my life
I dont speak any more
Yet i feel.... Sadly
I feel too cold
But who cares.... Right?
I wake up.... Wishing i havent
My days are so blue
Why do we live? If we are ment to die.
Why do we dream? If lifes a nightmare?
Why do we love? If it never materd
It doesnt mater.
I hate people. All they do is want. Want want
Leave me to my darken days
I feel too numb to be
And sick to be
Please just leave me be
Think and sink
I dont know where i am
In my life
I dont speak any more
Yet i feel.... Sadly
I feel too cold
But who cares.... Right?
I wake up.... Wishing i havent
My days are so blue
Why do we live? If we are ment to die.
Why do we dream? If lifes a nightmare?
Why do we love? If it never materd
It doesnt mater.
I hate people. All they do is want. Want want
Leave me to my darken days
I feel too numb to be
And sick to be
Please just leave me be
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2016 10:53pm
2nd Nov 2016 10:53pm
sick
My days are cold
And always dark
I lay in my bed to sleep
Or perhaps just to let the day go
I really dont fell well
I think to much to wanna be awake
Im too numb to bother with ever day things
I been here long but no one really cares
I wanna run away from every thing
But i now that there is no getting away
I think im always choking
And i always want to vomit after i think
The song of my life is gone
I have never felt so dead.
Why cant i just sleep for ever.
Why do i have to be here right now?
The worst thing is.... Im starting...
And always dark
I lay in my bed to sleep
Or perhaps just to let the day go
I really dont fell well
I think to much to wanna be awake
Im too numb to bother with ever day things
I been here long but no one really cares
I wanna run away from every thing
But i now that there is no getting away
I think im always choking
And i always want to vomit after i think
The song of my life is gone
I have never felt so dead.
Why cant i just sleep for ever.
Why do i have to be here right now?
The worst thing is.... Im starting...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
21st Oct 2016 5:31am
21st Oct 2016 5:31am
whats that?
Haha i sit here in the light of that shines green
Not knowing where i am
Intoxicated by my dream and the drink i drink
No i cant tell you who i am
Or even what the day is
But it now that i feel almost fine. But yet...
I almost feel worst
I drink to smile and smile to frown
I dont feel fine
Im not ok
Yet i smile so empty c:
Just fucken go
No im not sweet or nice or even ok
Even know im confused of how i feel
Hahah what to say??? Im too drunk to think
Not knowing where i am
Intoxicated by my dream and the drink i drink
No i cant tell you who i am
Or even what the day is
But it now that i feel almost fine. But yet...
I almost feel worst
I drink to smile and smile to frown
I dont feel fine
Im not ok
Yet i smile so empty c:
Just fucken go
No im not sweet or nice or even ok
Even know im confused of how i feel
Hahah what to say??? Im too drunk to think
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Oct 2016 00:44am
17th Oct 2016 00:44am
hope for dreams
Bring me a thought
That this work may be good again
Tell me why im wrong
That this world is worth living
The fire for my pass hurts
And the though of happiness mocks my nature
I wasnt born to live
I look fare for hope
And im blinded by the darkness
This life is twisted and even when i felt i was truly happy
I guess it was just a other fake part of life
There is no love in this swamp of death
And even when im alone in my room
I feel sick to my stomach
Theres no where to hide from life
Theres no where to run ...
That this work may be good again
Tell me why im wrong
That this world is worth living
The fire for my pass hurts
And the though of happiness mocks my nature
I wasnt born to live
I look fare for hope
And im blinded by the darkness
This life is twisted and even when i felt i was truly happy
I guess it was just a other fake part of life
There is no love in this swamp of death
And even when im alone in my room
I feel sick to my stomach
Theres no where to hide from life
Theres no where to run ...
729 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Oct 2016 6:46am
13th Oct 2016 6:46am
The cures is me
Call me your posin
But remamber im toxic
I speek with my tounge
Stick to my teeth
And no im no good
Dont sit to close becouse
The only sun that i feel
Is the one traped beneath me
Im no good for any one or any thing
Im the living cures that cant be broke
Tell me agin how i am twisted and blind
Dont liston to my darken words
To manny times i have been told im a berdon
So let me be
Let me live in my fantasy
Thats it for ever and more
There has never been a tomarrow
And yesterdays nightmaires
Are todays...
But remamber im toxic
I speek with my tounge
Stick to my teeth
And no im no good
Dont sit to close becouse
The only sun that i feel
Is the one traped beneath me
Im no good for any one or any thing
Im the living cures that cant be broke
Tell me agin how i am twisted and blind
Dont liston to my darken words
To manny times i have been told im a berdon
So let me be
Let me live in my fantasy
Thats it for ever and more
There has never been a tomarrow
And yesterdays nightmaires
Are todays...
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