Submissions by Mikeey_Rawr

This is one of the happenings that have stained my memories for as long as my life endures.

New Years Eve, 31st December 2011 one of the days that I’ll never forget. Every time I close my eyes and dwell on this destructive thought. I succumb the surges of sadness that indulge my body in my own self-inflicted pain. I can still hear screaming, drowned under the crying; as the shouting submerges from the tension of the two people fighting. They are making me suffer in terror, antagonizing me with every word that flies out of their mouths and enters my ears. I knew what was going on. I...

I guess I’m here to write this out of plain boredom and hurt. I’m feeling lifeless at the moment and that’s because I’m not coping too well at the moment. This is one way of expressing how I really feel, its like my coping mechanism to get through pain. The emotional pain that courses throughout my tainted blood within my condemned body. I think I have come to realization about my depression and the impact that it has on me.

So it begins here, I haven’t had the perfect life, far from that. Growing up in a household full of corroded violence turned me into the person that I’ve...

I’m confused, misplaced.. Just so empty. I’m sitting on the edge, on the verge of committing something very stupid, but also something that can give me peace and freedom. No more hiding my emotions from inside, what I try to keep concealed within me. It eventually bubbles to the surface. The what I felt inside, gets revealed - but in an unpleasant way. Just one lethal explosion that gets let out from inside my fragile mind, feelings, spiralling out of control. Mind, dumbfounded my senses and actions. Losing control of everything, letting go of my innocence. Losing it to the darkness that has...