Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
Over
I tore apart your body
Looking for a soul..
Where there should have been a heart..
Was just a gaping hole.
The red pattern
Leaking out on the
Sidewalk, looks so beautiful.
I'll drain you of your life
Slowly, sweetly, savagely,
With pure and sheer delight..
I could make it pleasurable..
But just for you, this may
Not be the case..
Now let me refresh your
Memory doll, for your unforgetable deed..
I can see the terror
Fill your face...
I may be sick and twisted,
For I have found an evil smirk
To appear..
But dear,...
Looking for a soul..
Where there should have been a heart..
Was just a gaping hole.
The red pattern
Leaking out on the
Sidewalk, looks so beautiful.
I'll drain you of your life
Slowly, sweetly, savagely,
With pure and sheer delight..
I could make it pleasurable..
But just for you, this may
Not be the case..
Now let me refresh your
Memory doll, for your unforgetable deed..
I can see the terror
Fill your face...
I may be sick and twisted,
For I have found an evil smirk
To appear..
But dear,...
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2 Comments
Stay
I was scared..
I was shaking and nearly
In tears..
I've lost so many already,
Hearing you threaten your life..
Well that was the most
Haunting thing I felt..
My heart grew heavy
Instantly..
I can never imagine
Forgetting someone as
Amazing as you
And knowing you're gone...
Please don't ever go..
I am scared of losing you..
It may sound selfish, but that's only
Cause I, in all honesty,
Care a lot...
Please.. Stay..
I was shaking and nearly
In tears..
I've lost so many already,
Hearing you threaten your life..
Well that was the most
Haunting thing I felt..
My heart grew heavy
Instantly..
I can never imagine
Forgetting someone as
Amazing as you
And knowing you're gone...
Please don't ever go..
I am scared of losing you..
It may sound selfish, but that's only
Cause I, in all honesty,
Care a lot...
Please.. Stay..
587 reads
4 Comments
No Note Suicide
You won't forgive me..
But I know you'll, be alright..
It tears me apart,
To sacrifice it all,
But you're forcing me
To let go..
It hurts to breathe with every second
That passes....
I've done a lot for you,
But I know it's never enough..
I wish I could make my heart a better
Place.. I Tried many times, but nothing
Was real.. I'm only one step away
From turning around..
I'll try to believe this isn't
Real.. But I know it is..
It'll be quick, and it'll be painless..
I'm on the edge again,
But this time, I have no...
But I know you'll, be alright..
It tears me apart,
To sacrifice it all,
But you're forcing me
To let go..
It hurts to breathe with every second
That passes....
I've done a lot for you,
But I know it's never enough..
I wish I could make my heart a better
Place.. I Tried many times, but nothing
Was real.. I'm only one step away
From turning around..
I'll try to believe this isn't
Real.. But I know it is..
It'll be quick, and it'll be painless..
I'm on the edge again,
But this time, I have no...
805 reads
8 Comments
One Night
One night, I fell
Asleep, and I didn't wake up..
And in my dream,
You didn't care,
You threw me into
The darkness..
I got scared..
I could feel something beyond
That darkened road,
Something was waiting..
And it could hear me
Breathe... It was waiting for me..
In this dream, you left me
On my own, with nothing
But the sound of my weeping, and fear..
I was afraid of what was
Waiting on the other side of
The darkness..
I tried to run away,
Find an escape..
But it only seemed as if
I got closer to what
I...
Asleep, and I didn't wake up..
And in my dream,
You didn't care,
You threw me into
The darkness..
I got scared..
I could feel something beyond
That darkened road,
Something was waiting..
And it could hear me
Breathe... It was waiting for me..
In this dream, you left me
On my own, with nothing
But the sound of my weeping, and fear..
I was afraid of what was
Waiting on the other side of
The darkness..
I tried to run away,
Find an escape..
But it only seemed as if
I got closer to what
I...
564 reads
2 Comments
Notice Me
You don't realize what
Is making me hurt..
You don't want to notice me,
So you act like I
Don't exist. Go ahead..
Keep trying to ignore,
Keep telling yourself
Nothing ever happened
Before.. It's like
A complicated suicide for
Me, but of course, you wouldn't
Know how it feels from my side,
It feels great for you, I'm sure..
You seemed pretty happy with yourself
When you made that decision,
You seemed glad to
Get rid of me...
Maybe I was a foolish girl
To take pity on..
Your silence said it all..
I hope my...
Is making me hurt..
You don't want to notice me,
So you act like I
Don't exist. Go ahead..
Keep trying to ignore,
Keep telling yourself
Nothing ever happened
Before.. It's like
A complicated suicide for
Me, but of course, you wouldn't
Know how it feels from my side,
It feels great for you, I'm sure..
You seemed pretty happy with yourself
When you made that decision,
You seemed glad to
Get rid of me...
Maybe I was a foolish girl
To take pity on..
Your silence said it all..
I hope my...
852 reads
6 Comments
Tell Me, Don't Lie
Can you hear me?
If so, why don't you answer??
Was I only a foolish little
Girl you felt sorry for?
I'm so sick of speaking words
That no one understands,
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming!!
Have you really moved on?
If you really have,
It hurts more than you can imagine..
I actually thought you cared
And would be there for me when I needed you..
But I was only there when you needed me.
I was confused, hurt..
I cried myself to sleep more
Times than I could remember.
You never gave me ...
If so, why don't you answer??
Was I only a foolish little
Girl you felt sorry for?
I'm so sick of speaking words
That no one understands,
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming!!
Have you really moved on?
If you really have,
It hurts more than you can imagine..
I actually thought you cared
And would be there for me when I needed you..
But I was only there when you needed me.
I was confused, hurt..
I cried myself to sleep more
Times than I could remember.
You never gave me ...
815 reads
6 Comments
Without You.
I'll rip my heart out,
I'll cry til my soul
Has no tears left.
I pull at my hair,
Claw at my pale skin,
Til it it pours crimson maroon..
I would rather tear myself apart,
Than know you are in this pain, that
You feel like this..
I understand theres not much left
For you to hold on too,
But I won't forget.. Take my hand,
Please come back down..
I can't imagine life without you..
The thought, the feeling of
Knowing you're going to disappear,
It makes me cry, my heart aches...
You want us to forget,
But we can't face...
I'll cry til my soul
Has no tears left.
I pull at my hair,
Claw at my pale skin,
Til it it pours crimson maroon..
I would rather tear myself apart,
Than know you are in this pain, that
You feel like this..
I understand theres not much left
For you to hold on too,
But I won't forget.. Take my hand,
Please come back down..
I can't imagine life without you..
The thought, the feeling of
Knowing you're going to disappear,
It makes me cry, my heart aches...
You want us to forget,
But we can't face...
591 reads
3 Comments
Can You Hear?
Why must I cry?
Why must I hurt?
The pain inside, it's killing me!
You never heard my cries for help,
No matter how loud I scream.
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear my voice in the crowd?
It's calling your name....
Why must I hurt?
The pain inside, it's killing me!
You never heard my cries for help,
No matter how loud I scream.
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear my voice in the crowd?
It's calling your name....
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Thinking
This is me...
This is who I am,
Everything upon my skin,
Every scar and bruise,
Is a symbol of who I am..
Yes, I know I'm not what everyone
Wants me to be bacause
Sometimes I just stare,
I think about it all..
Think about how many
Years of bullshit life
Has put me through..
How many times my heart has been broken..
About all the things I miss.
But then I realized,
If I keep thinking,
About what I miss,
I might never get it back..
Ever..
This is who I am,
Everything upon my skin,
Every scar and bruise,
Is a symbol of who I am..
Yes, I know I'm not what everyone
Wants me to be bacause
Sometimes I just stare,
I think about it all..
Think about how many
Years of bullshit life
Has put me through..
How many times my heart has been broken..
About all the things I miss.
But then I realized,
If I keep thinking,
About what I miss,
I might never get it back..
Ever..
698 reads
2 Comments
Weakness In Strength
Break me down if it makes you feel right..
I know you want to, theres no more sun
In this world for the both of us.
Hate me now, if it keeps you alright,
I'm one you can never trust,
At least thats what you told me..
I know I'm so much more,
Than all their lies..
I'm convinced that on the inside,
There's something wrong with me..
Beaten down again, I failed you.
I'm weaker now my friend..
Take what you want, but just leave
Me alive. You take the light,
Darkened everything around me..
I feel so lost without you,
Please just leave...
I know you want to, theres no more sun
In this world for the both of us.
Hate me now, if it keeps you alright,
I'm one you can never trust,
At least thats what you told me..
I know I'm so much more,
Than all their lies..
I'm convinced that on the inside,
There's something wrong with me..
Beaten down again, I failed you.
I'm weaker now my friend..
Take what you want, but just leave
Me alive. You take the light,
Darkened everything around me..
I feel so lost without you,
Please just leave...
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~Last Resort~
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort!
Suffocation ,
No breathing,
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding!
This is my last resort..
Cut my life into pieces,
I've reached my last resort,
Suffocation
No breathing.
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding!
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight?
Chances are that I might!
Mutilation out of sight,
And I'm contemplating suicide!
'Cause I'm losing my sight, ...
This is my last resort!
Suffocation ,
No breathing,
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding!
This is my last resort..
Cut my life into pieces,
I've reached my last resort,
Suffocation
No breathing.
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding!
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight?
Chances are that I might!
Mutilation out of sight,
And I'm contemplating suicide!
'Cause I'm losing my sight, ...
726 reads
I'm Sorry I Failed
I've truly failed..
I've failed everyone..
They all hate me.. They
Loathe me and all I am..
No longer trusted,
No longer wanted..
Tossed to the side like
I'm nothing. I've tried to
Help.. But I should've
Seen this coming.
I care WAY too much.
I tried.. Compassions
In my nature, but
It's obviously spread
Myself way too thin...
I failed the ones I love the most...
They all left me and I couldn't
Save them.. I'm sitting at the edge
Of my bed staring at a beautiful
Blade... Should I do it?
Since I've failed and ...
I've failed everyone..
They all hate me.. They
Loathe me and all I am..
No longer trusted,
No longer wanted..
Tossed to the side like
I'm nothing. I've tried to
Help.. But I should've
Seen this coming.
I care WAY too much.
I tried.. Compassions
In my nature, but
It's obviously spread
Myself way too thin...
I failed the ones I love the most...
They all left me and I couldn't
Save them.. I'm sitting at the edge
Of my bed staring at a beautiful
Blade... Should I do it?
Since I've failed and ...
621 reads
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