Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
More Than Me
I hide my tears when I say your name.
The pain in my heart is still the same..
Though I smile and seem care free,
There's no one who misses you
More than me
The pain in my heart is still the same..
Though I smile and seem care free,
There's no one who misses you
More than me
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You
How much I love you,
I can't even begin..
Life without you in it, there
Is no way in my little mind
That I'm going to live happily.
I want you by my side; with you
By my side, til the day I die.
I can not believe that
Out of all the fish in the sea,
I'd have you. And I'm never gonna
Let you go, because I got you, and
You got me...
So in conclusion,
I guess I'll just say it..
I Love You
I can't even begin..
Life without you in it, there
Is no way in my little mind
That I'm going to live happily.
I want you by my side; with you
By my side, til the day I die.
I can not believe that
Out of all the fish in the sea,
I'd have you. And I'm never gonna
Let you go, because I got you, and
You got me...
So in conclusion,
I guess I'll just say it..
I Love You
706 reads
2 Comments
Make Sense
Everyone and everything
I've ever come in contact with,
Needs to understand that I
Am in my own little world,
And if it makes sense to
Me, there is no one
Who can make me see things differently.
Everyday is a new adventure
For my silly little brain and I to overcome.
I've grown to slowly but surely
Realize that nothing in this
World is ever going to be fair,
Or ever make any sense, the thoughts
And words in my head
Will even get quite jumbled up..
I will promise that I will
Try not to let them get out of
Control.
I've ever come in contact with,
Needs to understand that I
Am in my own little world,
And if it makes sense to
Me, there is no one
Who can make me see things differently.
Everyday is a new adventure
For my silly little brain and I to overcome.
I've grown to slowly but surely
Realize that nothing in this
World is ever going to be fair,
Or ever make any sense, the thoughts
And words in my head
Will even get quite jumbled up..
I will promise that I will
Try not to let them get out of
Control.
660 reads
3 Comments
Lost
I've known this path for so long,
Trekking through the nothingness..
Simply just a
A malnourished soul;
An unquenchable thirst..
A desire for more than tears..
Is life or death worse?
A simple nomad to everyones mind,
A loner to the world..
No matter the years
That go by, I'll only be
A little lost girl
Trekking through the nothingness..
Simply just a
A malnourished soul;
An unquenchable thirst..
A desire for more than tears..
Is life or death worse?
A simple nomad to everyones mind,
A loner to the world..
No matter the years
That go by, I'll only be
A little lost girl
736 reads
4 Comments
Best I Can Do
Each time I reach for a pen
And put it to my paper
Thoughts and words escape me
As if hidden by some vapor...
I've searched for words
To describe my love for you,
I've written all that's true..
You're in each breath and beat of my heart
And thats the best I can do.
And put it to my paper
Thoughts and words escape me
As if hidden by some vapor...
I've searched for words
To describe my love for you,
I've written all that's true..
You're in each breath and beat of my heart
And thats the best I can do.
644 reads
6 Comments
Insanity
She longs to pave
The roads with
Cadavers
Of her foes...
Body parts
Strewn;
Blood flowing amuck...
Pleas for mercy
From gurgling throats..
Drowning in their
Own blood,
Like how they've left
Her many times.
She was left to
Insanity..
Alas
She cannot
Leave a gift
Of carnage
For the
Saboteur is self
And the voices
Within...
The roads with
Cadavers
Of her foes...
Body parts
Strewn;
Blood flowing amuck...
Pleas for mercy
From gurgling throats..
Drowning in their
Own blood,
Like how they've left
Her many times.
She was left to
Insanity..
Alas
She cannot
Leave a gift
Of carnage
For the
Saboteur is self
And the voices
Within...
647 reads
6 Comments
Mind Of Mine
Tales of failure,
Hope and faith..
Murder and suicide,
Private sense of shame,
Yet somehow mixed with pride...
Antagonistic voices
Darken the doorstep..
Clouds drift in like
A plague..
A storm that seems to have
No end..
Yelling and screaming, there is
No fading to the noise..
Blood falls, not rain...
This mind of mine
Has not been a calm sea since you
Have gone..
Hope and faith..
Murder and suicide,
Private sense of shame,
Yet somehow mixed with pride...
Antagonistic voices
Darken the doorstep..
Clouds drift in like
A plague..
A storm that seems to have
No end..
Yelling and screaming, there is
No fading to the noise..
Blood falls, not rain...
This mind of mine
Has not been a calm sea since you
Have gone..
681 reads
6 Comments
I Am Your Nothing
I know how I'm thought of,
How I'm looked at..
I know what they say when I walk
By, I know exactly how
They place me...
You look at me as if I'm nothing..
You treat me like I'm nothing..
I've become dizzy
Everytime I hear
You laugh and mock me..
My heart still breaks, even though
It has stopped beating...
I know I'm not wanted,
So keep making fun,
Grab me and hurt me..
I've given up..
No ones on the otherside..
Break me, and yell
At me to kill myself..
Tell me to go cut myself..
Make me afraid,
Make me shake,...
How I'm looked at..
I know what they say when I walk
By, I know exactly how
They place me...
You look at me as if I'm nothing..
You treat me like I'm nothing..
I've become dizzy
Everytime I hear
You laugh and mock me..
My heart still breaks, even though
It has stopped beating...
I know I'm not wanted,
So keep making fun,
Grab me and hurt me..
I've given up..
No ones on the otherside..
Break me, and yell
At me to kill myself..
Tell me to go cut myself..
Make me afraid,
Make me shake,...
630 reads
4 Comments
My World
I've made a place
To be..
I've created an escape from
All reality..
I don't belong in
This world..
Its a place that never was
And never will be..
I'll escape to myself,
And lay here for hours.
I am not safe, nor am I
In danger. I'm not in touch..
This is where the rain
Tells stories,
Monsters whispering to me,
They want me to stay.
A place where love proves
Real and has no meaning
To hurt... Its uncontrollable,
Unconditional.. And lasts
Forever.. It's where
The moon shines at all times,
And the night is...
To be..
I've created an escape from
All reality..
I don't belong in
This world..
Its a place that never was
And never will be..
I'll escape to myself,
And lay here for hours.
I am not safe, nor am I
In danger. I'm not in touch..
This is where the rain
Tells stories,
Monsters whispering to me,
They want me to stay.
A place where love proves
Real and has no meaning
To hurt... Its uncontrollable,
Unconditional.. And lasts
Forever.. It's where
The moon shines at all times,
And the night is...
592 reads
2 Comments
Stitched Wounds
Yet she believes there
Is still a flicker of hope..
Because to every darkness,
There is a light..
Though we are lost..
And we are scared..
We can find it..
Through the pain and anger,
We've let others blind us,
Feed sweet lies and abuse us..
There's still trust..
Deep down, it's felt..
But the fear takes over..
Everything can mend,
Give time, and just try
Again.. Stitch the wounds,
And it'll heal..
There's still trust and love..
Just have to keep searching til it's found..
Is still a flicker of hope..
Because to every darkness,
There is a light..
Though we are lost..
And we are scared..
We can find it..
Through the pain and anger,
We've let others blind us,
Feed sweet lies and abuse us..
There's still trust..
Deep down, it's felt..
But the fear takes over..
Everything can mend,
Give time, and just try
Again.. Stitch the wounds,
And it'll heal..
There's still trust and love..
Just have to keep searching til it's found..
746 reads
6 Comments
Twin Souls
You grew up in your state,
And I in mine..
We come from different worlds,
Were born at different times.
We at a point, became eachothers strength..
And a guide, in shared stife..
Our hearts and hopes entwined
To create twin souls..
Though you may not see it at the moment...
We are still alike.
From that moment we met a year ago...
I knew that it was a wonderful thing,
When you appeared in my life;
That our paths would one day cross
Through chance or on a lark..
You've helped me realize...
I have a brother, a light, in my dark...
And I in mine..
We come from different worlds,
Were born at different times.
We at a point, became eachothers strength..
And a guide, in shared stife..
Our hearts and hopes entwined
To create twin souls..
Though you may not see it at the moment...
We are still alike.
From that moment we met a year ago...
I knew that it was a wonderful thing,
When you appeared in my life;
That our paths would one day cross
Through chance or on a lark..
You've helped me realize...
I have a brother, a light, in my dark...
1047 reads
10 Comments
Cutting
I know you don't get it,
It's hard to explain..
Control over life's
Sauntering paths
Thats why we do it..
Opening and healing,
Wounding again..
Scars so deep,
Joy within.
Do I cut to feel
Or let the guilt escape?
Is occasional joy, real?
Or to mimic life, my fate?
Each scar tells a story
Of unrequited love and sins..
Some self inflicted guilt
A means to an end...
Underneath my clothing,
Lies a map of blood and tears..
Roads that lead to nowhere,
Depressed psychotic jeers..
Each day filled with rage......
It's hard to explain..
Control over life's
Sauntering paths
Thats why we do it..
Opening and healing,
Wounding again..
Scars so deep,
Joy within.
Do I cut to feel
Or let the guilt escape?
Is occasional joy, real?
Or to mimic life, my fate?
Each scar tells a story
Of unrequited love and sins..
Some self inflicted guilt
A means to an end...
Underneath my clothing,
Lies a map of blood and tears..
Roads that lead to nowhere,
Depressed psychotic jeers..
Each day filled with rage......
947 reads
10 Comments
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