Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
Shadows
I cloaked myself in shadows
That became my life..
The darkness washed
Over, and I was soon lost.
I felt safe.. Yet I had time
To think.. Frustration consumed
Me.. The thoughts inside
Screamed haunting chants,
And create a type of chaos..
It's gotten to a point
Where pain has clashed with hope.
I was wounded to heal,
And I was wounded to feel..
But within these shadows,
Somewhere, there should be
A light, that the ninth kind
Has not pummbled..
Within these shadows..
I'll dwell til I can find myself,
No longer cloaked...
That became my life..
The darkness washed
Over, and I was soon lost.
I felt safe.. Yet I had time
To think.. Frustration consumed
Me.. The thoughts inside
Screamed haunting chants,
And create a type of chaos..
It's gotten to a point
Where pain has clashed with hope.
I was wounded to heal,
And I was wounded to feel..
But within these shadows,
Somewhere, there should be
A light, that the ninth kind
Has not pummbled..
Within these shadows..
I'll dwell til I can find myself,
No longer cloaked...
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Revived Determination
You showed me how to be free
Of the demons that
Frolick in my mind.
You gave me strength,
And showed it's okay to be alive..
But did you give me
All your strength?
Because your own demons
Crept up and swept you away from me.
I was saddened.. You left without me..
But now I feel
Revived determination,
To wipe away tears that
Fall.. Even if I'm stuck
All alone, and I'm living without you.
Of the demons that
Frolick in my mind.
You gave me strength,
And showed it's okay to be alive..
But did you give me
All your strength?
Because your own demons
Crept up and swept you away from me.
I was saddened.. You left without me..
But now I feel
Revived determination,
To wipe away tears that
Fall.. Even if I'm stuck
All alone, and I'm living without you.
#strength
#MovingOn
#determination #sadness
#determination #sadness
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Behind Locked Doors
Behind locked doors,
Is the safest I've ever felt.
There are no 'get over it' remarks,
And no "You did this to yourself"
Here, behind these locked doors,
Everyone understands,
For that everyone is me.
I have gotten to tired to
Face the daily fight
Of the judgement and blame
That existed in the world..
The waste of space that I tend to be,
Now feel safe behind locked doors.
I question if I'll get better..
Or just accept the hand that I was dealt.
Is the safest I've ever felt.
There are no 'get over it' remarks,
And no "You did this to yourself"
Here, behind these locked doors,
Everyone understands,
For that everyone is me.
I have gotten to tired to
Face the daily fight
Of the judgement and blame
That existed in the world..
The waste of space that I tend to be,
Now feel safe behind locked doors.
I question if I'll get better..
Or just accept the hand that I was dealt.
964 reads
14 Comments
Control
I clinch my hands into fists
So my fingers do not dream
Of cutting and ravaging
Already open wounds..
It's an urge that dwells within,
Where I know I can control
My own chaos, control
My fears...
It has been an addiction that controls
Emotions,that only blood soothes.
So my fingers do not dream
Of cutting and ravaging
Already open wounds..
It's an urge that dwells within,
Where I know I can control
My own chaos, control
My fears...
It has been an addiction that controls
Emotions,that only blood soothes.
763 reads
3 Comments
Siren's Lullaby
Sound of sirens come
To sing a haunting lullaby..
They beg me to follow their sound,
To fall into a deep sleep
And dream.. I'll
Dream of when I wasn't alone..
It grows colder, and
I know I won't miss my breath..
What ever is left of my heart fell
Deeper and deeper in the night..
Sirens call out to me,
Red velvet liquid is the only warmth
now, but everything fades
too quickly..
I'll fall asleep,
And no I won't wake up,
The sirens sing and
Calm my beating heart..
I'll fall asleep, and I
Won't miss that beat.. ...
To sing a haunting lullaby..
They beg me to follow their sound,
To fall into a deep sleep
And dream.. I'll
Dream of when I wasn't alone..
It grows colder, and
I know I won't miss my breath..
What ever is left of my heart fell
Deeper and deeper in the night..
Sirens call out to me,
Red velvet liquid is the only warmth
now, but everything fades
too quickly..
I'll fall asleep,
And no I won't wake up,
The sirens sing and
Calm my beating heart..
I'll fall asleep, and I
Won't miss that beat.. ...
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Cut Away
I'll cut away, til
Blood has stained the sheets,
And I'll cut away, til I no longer
Have thought..
I'll slash away, til I grow numb.
It'll show in my blood
How much I cared.
Cut away my heart,
Cut away my pain.
I'll wound too deep,
And drop in defeat.
I've detached from the body,
And hear a laughter, seemingly
Coming from me.
Trails of dried blood decorate me
And all around,
Beautiful deep marks lay within the skin.
I look upon, and smile,
Proud of what I have done....
Cut away til the blood has been
Drained, the...
Blood has stained the sheets,
And I'll cut away, til I no longer
Have thought..
I'll slash away, til I grow numb.
It'll show in my blood
How much I cared.
Cut away my heart,
Cut away my pain.
I'll wound too deep,
And drop in defeat.
I've detached from the body,
And hear a laughter, seemingly
Coming from me.
Trails of dried blood decorate me
And all around,
Beautiful deep marks lay within the skin.
I look upon, and smile,
Proud of what I have done....
Cut away til the blood has been
Drained, the...
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Shiver
The frost froze deep inside...
It's chill and loathing protected you
Or so you may have thought;
But now you've become it's prisoner...
In your eyes I see a flicker,
I feel the love you gave to me
Yet coldness makes you bitter..
The chill has made you feel unworthy
Of love and life.
I know you just want to be free.
I want to touch that coldness in you.
Thats robbed you of your life.
Icicles ripped your soul apart,
And bled you just for spite...
It's chill and loathing protected you
Or so you may have thought;
But now you've become it's prisoner...
In your eyes I see a flicker,
I feel the love you gave to me
Yet coldness makes you bitter..
The chill has made you feel unworthy
Of love and life.
I know you just want to be free.
I want to touch that coldness in you.
Thats robbed you of your life.
Icicles ripped your soul apart,
And bled you just for spite...
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Outside My Door
From my window I
Watch everyone else.
They all share carefree laughs,
Their happiness shows..
I envy them and wonder:
Do they too wear a mask?
Are they truly happy,
Or has the facade not yet cracked?
The years have made me
Tired of pretending to be carefree,
And alive inside..
Masks no longer work for me.
So inside I shall stay.
Pretending hurts too much..
I'll let the happy ones,
Live life, outside my door.
Watch everyone else.
They all share carefree laughs,
Their happiness shows..
I envy them and wonder:
Do they too wear a mask?
Are they truly happy,
Or has the facade not yet cracked?
The years have made me
Tired of pretending to be carefree,
And alive inside..
Masks no longer work for me.
So inside I shall stay.
Pretending hurts too much..
I'll let the happy ones,
Live life, outside my door.
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Exposed
You saw through me,
Looked into my eyes
And realized,
I am not happy,
Just full of pain..
My mask lies in pieces
Filling the sidewalk cracks,
I broke down to my true self.
Now everyone knows
The scars that have healed,
The freshness of new wounds,
The sorrow inside;
Now everyone knows.
Looked into my eyes
And realized,
I am not happy,
Just full of pain..
My mask lies in pieces
Filling the sidewalk cracks,
I broke down to my true self.
Now everyone knows
The scars that have healed,
The freshness of new wounds,
The sorrow inside;
Now everyone knows.
679 reads
6 Comments
My Words
They are hard to explain.
But I can assure you,
They are full of irony and pain.
The best way to say,
Is these are simply just
Spilled words onto paper,
In poems that store my plentiful screams,
Spat out of necessity or insanity..
The words that beat tears that splash into my gin.
But I can assure you,
They are full of irony and pain.
The best way to say,
Is these are simply just
Spilled words onto paper,
In poems that store my plentiful screams,
Spat out of necessity or insanity..
The words that beat tears that splash into my gin.
650 reads
4 Comments
False Alarm
Last night I dreamt
That you loved me..
And it brings pain to
My beating heart full of blood,
That I know that I will
Never have you with me.
It has given me no hope,
And some harm..
I know bad luck runs through
My veins... I know that dream was
Just another false alarm.
That you loved me..
And it brings pain to
My beating heart full of blood,
That I know that I will
Never have you with me.
It has given me no hope,
And some harm..
I know bad luck runs through
My veins... I know that dream was
Just another false alarm.
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Roses Are Red
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Fuck this begining,
Let's try something new...
Roses are wilting,
The violets are dead.
Here comes the part, oh how I hate it,
The moment that I dread.
Love is gone, and
Hope is too.
So why try,
When I don't even have you?
Petals have fallen,
The flowers have shriveled.
So lay in this grave,
So glares won't devour and cripple.
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
This begining for a love poem, is indeed cliche.
I like my version, for it is too true.
Violets are blue.
Fuck this begining,
Let's try something new...
Roses are wilting,
The violets are dead.
Here comes the part, oh how I hate it,
The moment that I dread.
Love is gone, and
Hope is too.
So why try,
When I don't even have you?
Petals have fallen,
The flowers have shriveled.
So lay in this grave,
So glares won't devour and cripple.
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
This begining for a love poem, is indeed cliche.
I like my version, for it is too true.
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8 Comments
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