Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
Why No One Tried
I've been choking back on
Tears for weeks, and no one notices.
The tears finally flood my eyes,
And fall like rain.
There is a darker shade of hatred
Filling my head. I try to call out.
Will someone see my need for salvation?
I cry until I can cry no more,
And take a final shakey breath.
No more writing with the knife tonight..
I now see why no one tried, because
They all knew that no matter how hard
They tried, they couldn't protect me from myself.
Tears for weeks, and no one notices.
The tears finally flood my eyes,
And fall like rain.
There is a darker shade of hatred
Filling my head. I try to call out.
Will someone see my need for salvation?
I cry until I can cry no more,
And take a final shakey breath.
No more writing with the knife tonight..
I now see why no one tried, because
They all knew that no matter how hard
They tried, they couldn't protect me from myself.
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The Glass
Some say the glass is half empty,
Others, it's half full..
Some even say it still has something in it
No matter how you look at it.
All are wrong.
The glass is empty,
And nothing more.
Others, it's half full..
Some even say it still has something in it
No matter how you look at it.
All are wrong.
The glass is empty,
And nothing more.
672 reads
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Plagued Shadows
My soul is shattered,
Blood seeps from the wound,
Now my hands are stained with red.
I conquered the demons,
Erased all the doubts,
Now all that is left is the
Dying heart beat, that is getting faint.
A laugh escapes my cold lips,
A single tear is released from a dull grey eye.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry my mind seems ill.
Hot dark red velvet leaks onto these pages,
As if written by a knife.
The heart pounding in my head slows,
And leaves a hollow ache behind.
I wander back to the plagued shadows, that are now
Far darker than black....
Blood seeps from the wound,
Now my hands are stained with red.
I conquered the demons,
Erased all the doubts,
Now all that is left is the
Dying heart beat, that is getting faint.
A laugh escapes my cold lips,
A single tear is released from a dull grey eye.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry my mind seems ill.
Hot dark red velvet leaks onto these pages,
As if written by a knife.
The heart pounding in my head slows,
And leaves a hollow ache behind.
I wander back to the plagued shadows, that are now
Far darker than black....
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Goodbye Tomorrow
Even if the world burns apart,
All the words that never reached my lips,
Will always forever be my pain.
I'll lie awake, and
Ignore the thoughts that dance in my
Head. My heart will die
As you sleep because I'll conduct the disaster
To scar my skin so I can own this hurt
Once again. Trust me, there's more to this nightmare.
You think you figured me out,
But with the turn of this knife,
You'll see that you were wrong.
I knew you wouldn't last the lifetime
You had said. The sorrow still lasts,
And it's time to say goodbye tomorrow.
All the words that never reached my lips,
Will always forever be my pain.
I'll lie awake, and
Ignore the thoughts that dance in my
Head. My heart will die
As you sleep because I'll conduct the disaster
To scar my skin so I can own this hurt
Once again. Trust me, there's more to this nightmare.
You think you figured me out,
But with the turn of this knife,
You'll see that you were wrong.
I knew you wouldn't last the lifetime
You had said. The sorrow still lasts,
And it's time to say goodbye tomorrow.
726 reads
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Welcome Home
The hollow ache
That's been tugging
Under my ribs,
Now shows me I'm
Dead inside.
I'm terrified,
As this darkness gets so
Thick. I soon can
Taste it as it chokes me.
I feel myself begin to fade
To the waves underneath
The shadowed world.
I want to fall deeper and deeper
To land in a place where I'm not all alone.
The wet rusty copper taste pools
In my throat. The only voice I hear
Greets me like an old friend.
All he says is
"Welcome home"...
That's been tugging
Under my ribs,
Now shows me I'm
Dead inside.
I'm terrified,
As this darkness gets so
Thick. I soon can
Taste it as it chokes me.
I feel myself begin to fade
To the waves underneath
The shadowed world.
I want to fall deeper and deeper
To land in a place where I'm not all alone.
The wet rusty copper taste pools
In my throat. The only voice I hear
Greets me like an old friend.
All he says is
"Welcome home"...
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Heaven Again
I've been playing it over and
Over again in my head,
Thinking about something
I might've said to you,
To make you go so far away..
Though sometimes I believe that
We can do better for
Ourselves in the end,
I still wish you could be
My heaven again..
I guess I'll never know
Where you are.. But I do know
That it isn't with me..
It's hard enough to think about
you, but it's even tougher
To just walk away.
Will you ever be my heaven again?
I still hear your voice as I
Wonder why you went away..
I have no more...
Over again in my head,
Thinking about something
I might've said to you,
To make you go so far away..
Though sometimes I believe that
We can do better for
Ourselves in the end,
I still wish you could be
My heaven again..
I guess I'll never know
Where you are.. But I do know
That it isn't with me..
It's hard enough to think about
you, but it's even tougher
To just walk away.
Will you ever be my heaven again?
I still hear your voice as I
Wonder why you went away..
I have no more...
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Foolish Of Me
I know how it feels,
To break down and bleed,
For someone who'll,
Never care....
I've gotten good at pretending and
Feeling hollow inside.
But now all of these feelings,
Are slowly revealing.
I just can't hide them anymore.
I had hope, I even believed that
You wouldn't just leave..
But clearly I can see
That was foolish of me.
Well fuck this,
I was left heartless.
I can't hide this anymore.
I believed you'd stay,
But clearly I can see that
Was foolish of me...
To break down and bleed,
For someone who'll,
Never care....
I've gotten good at pretending and
Feeling hollow inside.
But now all of these feelings,
Are slowly revealing.
I just can't hide them anymore.
I had hope, I even believed that
You wouldn't just leave..
But clearly I can see
That was foolish of me.
Well fuck this,
I was left heartless.
I can't hide this anymore.
I believed you'd stay,
But clearly I can see that
Was foolish of me...
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Words Are My Saviour
A crimson joy
Outweighs all the
Guilt and shame.
It soothes and comforts,
It sets me free.
It lets me leave the world
To crawl inside.
I miss that cold burn,
So here I am.
This is my writing
Words have always been my saviour
After all.
Outweighs all the
Guilt and shame.
It soothes and comforts,
It sets me free.
It lets me leave the world
To crawl inside.
I miss that cold burn,
So here I am.
This is my writing
Words have always been my saviour
After all.
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Truth
Living in hell
With different demons,
I finally see
Why I may be here,
Alone in darkness.
With this chaos in my head,
And voices all around.
Maybe I was made
To see and hear what others cannot
With different demons,
I finally see
Why I may be here,
Alone in darkness.
With this chaos in my head,
And voices all around.
Maybe I was made
To see and hear what others cannot
670 reads
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She Won't Say
Her mind is full of words she will not say
She's fed up of pretending that she is okay.
Her faith is made of fear and rust
Along with the bittersweet taste
Of her life that's going to waste.
She said nothing of her pain,
She can't disguise her stone cold eyes.
She won't say anything of her pain..
She doesn't know how to go on with
A total lack of hope.
But she won't say anything of her pain..
She's fed up of pretending that she is okay.
Her faith is made of fear and rust
Along with the bittersweet taste
Of her life that's going to waste.
She said nothing of her pain,
She can't disguise her stone cold eyes.
She won't say anything of her pain..
She doesn't know how to go on with
A total lack of hope.
But she won't say anything of her pain..
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Where Is My Saviour?
The heartless corpse of my nightmare
Gives illusions of bleeding,
I feel suddenly numb.
Your words fill my head,
Reminding me of my mistakes.
Please stop this suffering...
The shadows are watching me,
In the everlasting darkness.
With blood caked skin
I choke on my thoughts.
This pleasure has betrayed me.
I am deleted, forgotten.
Sorrow from somewhere far away devours me.
Where is my saviour?
Your voice grows faint...
Gives illusions of bleeding,
I feel suddenly numb.
Your words fill my head,
Reminding me of my mistakes.
Please stop this suffering...
The shadows are watching me,
In the everlasting darkness.
With blood caked skin
I choke on my thoughts.
This pleasure has betrayed me.
I am deleted, forgotten.
Sorrow from somewhere far away devours me.
Where is my saviour?
Your voice grows faint...
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Erase This Part Of Me
Please take me away from the light.
It takes my mind to a place that I must leave behind.
Shut the door and hide the key,
I must erase this part of me..
It's getting hard for me to breathe,
Close the door, run away,
And don't let me see..
Take me away from the burning light,
To the place with the walls drowned
In only white.
I must erase this part of me...
The clock keeps ticking relentlessly,
Let this part vanish silently.
I must erase this part of me..
It takes my mind to a place that I must leave behind.
Shut the door and hide the key,
I must erase this part of me..
It's getting hard for me to breathe,
Close the door, run away,
And don't let me see..
Take me away from the burning light,
To the place with the walls drowned
In only white.
I must erase this part of me...
The clock keeps ticking relentlessly,
Let this part vanish silently.
I must erase this part of me..
724 reads
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