Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
Demons Inside
I have lost my faith in
Words, I can take no more..
Forgive me my sins,
I showed the darkest side of me..
Again and again I try
To understand the demons
Inside my head..
They taunt and shoot me
Down. I don't understand,
But it's best to keep them
Pleased.. Oh won't they please
Disappear? My misery is their goal.
If I want survival, I must
Kneel on their arrival..
They love this 'worshipping'..
Words, I can take no more..
Forgive me my sins,
I showed the darkest side of me..
Again and again I try
To understand the demons
Inside my head..
They taunt and shoot me
Down. I don't understand,
But it's best to keep them
Pleased.. Oh won't they please
Disappear? My misery is their goal.
If I want survival, I must
Kneel on their arrival..
They love this 'worshipping'..
726 reads
2 Comments
Wanted Dead
639 reads
0 Comments
Invisible
Am I invisible now?
Do I have no meaning
Left in this world that
I have started to fade
Away from all memory,
From infront of your eyes?
Or am I just dead to you?
I've lost everything,
Please don't make me lose
Your love. And if I have,
Why? Am I so
Sick and dangerous,
Like flame and blades,
That you want to leave
Me behind in this room,
Leaving me without
A breath or goodbye?
Do I mean ANYTHING anymore?
Do you not remember what
Was said between us, does that not
Make your heart ache now like
It does to...
Do I have no meaning
Left in this world that
I have started to fade
Away from all memory,
From infront of your eyes?
Or am I just dead to you?
I've lost everything,
Please don't make me lose
Your love. And if I have,
Why? Am I so
Sick and dangerous,
Like flame and blades,
That you want to leave
Me behind in this room,
Leaving me without
A breath or goodbye?
Do I mean ANYTHING anymore?
Do you not remember what
Was said between us, does that not
Make your heart ache now like
It does to...
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~Promise Of A Life Time~
I have fallen to my knees
As I sing a lullaby of pain.
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away
Then I remember the pledge you made to me
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime, I hear the words You say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow through the change
I still remember the pledge you...
As I sing a lullaby of pain.
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away
Then I remember the pledge you made to me
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime, I hear the words You say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow through the change
I still remember the pledge you...
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Cry Myself To Sleep
I've cried myself to
Sleep so many times,
I've forgotten what it's
Like to smile before
I sleep..
I've hated myself
For so long.
It even shows upon my skin.
Sure they are old, and somewhat
Faded, but the pain
Screams at me.
I sigh and try to imagine
My skin being clean..
I envy the others who have
Not a single mark..
I'm afraid to even show
My skin.. I'm ashamed of what
I have done to myself
Those years ago..
People always ask me what happened.
"Pulling weeds from my
Rose garden is hell" I say...
Sleep so many times,
I've forgotten what it's
Like to smile before
I sleep..
I've hated myself
For so long.
It even shows upon my skin.
Sure they are old, and somewhat
Faded, but the pain
Screams at me.
I sigh and try to imagine
My skin being clean..
I envy the others who have
Not a single mark..
I'm afraid to even show
My skin.. I'm ashamed of what
I have done to myself
Those years ago..
People always ask me what happened.
"Pulling weeds from my
Rose garden is hell" I say...
967 reads
4 Comments
Writer's Block Gives Ideas
I haven't
Been inspired by much.
I can't come up with
Anything that would
Be entertaining, great,
Or amazing to write for
People to read..
I've been drawing a lot
Lately.
Maybe I can base a poem with
One of my drawings?
I can try, but who knows?
I never really had writer's
Block until now.
It's not fun,
Kind of boring and annoying.
Well, for now I'll
Look for something to
Write about..
I guess I can't
Really write when
I'm not sure what
I'm feeling.. I've
Been indifferent lately..
Oh well.....
Been inspired by much.
I can't come up with
Anything that would
Be entertaining, great,
Or amazing to write for
People to read..
I've been drawing a lot
Lately.
Maybe I can base a poem with
One of my drawings?
I can try, but who knows?
I never really had writer's
Block until now.
It's not fun,
Kind of boring and annoying.
Well, for now I'll
Look for something to
Write about..
I guess I can't
Really write when
I'm not sure what
I'm feeling.. I've
Been indifferent lately..
Oh well.....
646 reads
2 Comments
Understanding
Spare me your ill tongue
Or your spiteful gaze, for
I offer neither to you.
That is all I ask of you
And that is all I ask of the world.
I don't expect you to understand me,
I only ask for simple forgiveness.
I know how I act,
The words that I say,
The things that I feel
And the way that I live my life.
All mysteries to you.
I don't expect you to understand,
I only wish for freedom
From your grasp,
Your laughing eye.
We're different,
You and I. You see,
Where you saw safety
I saw a prison..
So no. I
Don't...
Or your spiteful gaze, for
I offer neither to you.
That is all I ask of you
And that is all I ask of the world.
I don't expect you to understand me,
I only ask for simple forgiveness.
I know how I act,
The words that I say,
The things that I feel
And the way that I live my life.
All mysteries to you.
I don't expect you to understand,
I only wish for freedom
From your grasp,
Your laughing eye.
We're different,
You and I. You see,
Where you saw safety
I saw a prison..
So no. I
Don't...
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Crush
Let's be in love for one night,
Let's live a lifetime
In these moonlight hours
And never look back in the dawn.
It'll be a breaking of
Tension, and the beginning
Of so much more.
It's a word that wears me out,
Because it's all I want and more.
I'll spend a few months of my life trying to
Forget about that night.
The night I gave into the touch,
And caressed away my deepest desires...
It's out of my league, but
It's just a simple word with
So much meaning..
It's only a small crush..
Right?
Let's live a lifetime
In these moonlight hours
And never look back in the dawn.
It'll be a breaking of
Tension, and the beginning
Of so much more.
It's a word that wears me out,
Because it's all I want and more.
I'll spend a few months of my life trying to
Forget about that night.
The night I gave into the touch,
And caressed away my deepest desires...
It's out of my league, but
It's just a simple word with
So much meaning..
It's only a small crush..
Right?
916 reads
6 Comments
Don't Keep Me Guessing....
Where did I go wrong?
What did I say or do
To make you have no more
Trust in me?
You know what you mean to me.
You know for a fact I'd do
Anything to help you..
You always told me
"No matter what I say
And tell you, I'll always love you"
I wish I could hear those words now..
I'm starting to fear that you
Are going to no longer mean them..
I can't rest without
Knowing where I went wrong..
Please tell me my mistake..
I'm in tears and I'm scared.
How can I make you trust me again?
I'm trying everything..
But...
What did I say or do
To make you have no more
Trust in me?
You know what you mean to me.
You know for a fact I'd do
Anything to help you..
You always told me
"No matter what I say
And tell you, I'll always love you"
I wish I could hear those words now..
I'm starting to fear that you
Are going to no longer mean them..
I can't rest without
Knowing where I went wrong..
Please tell me my mistake..
I'm in tears and I'm scared.
How can I make you trust me again?
I'm trying everything..
But...
648 reads
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Your Trust Is Gone
Do you really not trust me?
After all I've done for you?
I gave everything I could
For you..
I've gotten abused, and I've
Lost people on the way
Just to hear you say
You're truly okay.
But I guess it wasn't
Enough.. I've lost your trust
And I don't know why..
I've bled and nearly
Died just to make your
Sky any color you wished..
You don't trust me.. Why?
What could of I done to
Do this? Is there something
Wrong with me..
With who I am?
Or have I just lost it because
You hate me now?
Do you really hate me?...
After all I've done for you?
I gave everything I could
For you..
I've gotten abused, and I've
Lost people on the way
Just to hear you say
You're truly okay.
But I guess it wasn't
Enough.. I've lost your trust
And I don't know why..
I've bled and nearly
Died just to make your
Sky any color you wished..
You don't trust me.. Why?
What could of I done to
Do this? Is there something
Wrong with me..
With who I am?
Or have I just lost it because
You hate me now?
Do you really hate me?...
831 reads
4 Comments
Make It Out Alive
I'm wide awake
And I feel like I'm
Dying,
Barely alive to hear the
Sight of the siren's
Lights...
I struggled as temptation
Called my name..
I was so lost in my suffering..
So it was time to bleed it
Out, before I lost myself..
We should've known it
Would've ended this way,
But come on dry your
Eyes, and meet me on the
Other side, we don't
Have to live like this...
Though it hurts like hell,
We can make it out alive..
And I feel like I'm
Dying,
Barely alive to hear the
Sight of the siren's
Lights...
I struggled as temptation
Called my name..
I was so lost in my suffering..
So it was time to bleed it
Out, before I lost myself..
We should've known it
Would've ended this way,
But come on dry your
Eyes, and meet me on the
Other side, we don't
Have to live like this...
Though it hurts like hell,
We can make it out alive..
667 reads
6 Comments
Right now (na na na)
It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
I'm trying to be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
It won't be long
Before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind
I wanna make up right now
I wanna make up right now
Wish we never broke up right now
We need to link up right now
I wanna make up right now na na na
I wanna make up right now na na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na na
We need to link up right now na na na
...
That I haven't seen your face
I'm trying to be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
It won't be long
Before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind
I wanna make up right now
I wanna make up right now
Wish we never broke up right now
We need to link up right now
I wanna make up right now na na na
I wanna make up right now na na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na na
We need to link up right now na na na
...
829 reads
2 Comments
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