|Stitchless Wounds (Fallenangelsweapon) has written 304 poems.|
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Published on 19th March 2014 5:33am
Death seemed like a melody to me then, [ View Poem ]
But now I know I was my own
Pretty little enemy.
It took over 1,000 scars to find me, and
After wandering back through the Hell I've created,
I can stand taller than before.
As a fallen warrior, I finally have victory at grasp.
Published on 27th December 2013 6:01am
Singled out in a faceless crowd, Slitting your eyes [ View Poem ]
Cutting your mouth,
Trying not to be lost in the crowd, able to see,
Able to make your own way.
Finally can speak, so say your mind.
Faceless and led by a string,
No eyes to see,
No mouth to speak. wandering, lost,
Only to listen to
What you're told,
But you're not living.
Forced to hear and
Go their way,
Living like a puppet
Without a voice,
Shackled down, unable to
slit your eyes and cut your mouth
Able to see and...
Published on 18th November 2013 11:21am
You never even tried, [ View Poem ]
And now we're back here again.
I'm so damn tired of these disappointments..
Why'd you tell me you felt the same, if something changes every time?
You threw it all away.
You were showing me hell in the most beautiful light,
I was too blinded by your light
To hear all the whispers, the warnings so clear.
Now we're here again, holding broken hearts, bleeding and crying.
I can't take these anymore,
I fear I'm not strong enough this time.
We fell apart, will I haunt your dreams as you do mine?
But even after...
Published on 28th August 2013 5:44am
I thought I had ripped her out of my head, [ View Poem ]
I thought my mind was now clear.
No, no. She was still here.
She was silent for a long while
Waiting patiently till she found something
To use that had made a small crack.
Now I feel her pulling me back in.
Her hand around mine, jerking me towards
Her world I thought I had already escaped.
Her grip tight, making sure my hand
Won't slip from hers again.
I don't intend to fight a war I'll never win,
So I'll let her take me back, I'll
Allow her to take me deeper into the dark.
Published on 21st August 2013 6:27am
I have nothing more left to say. [ View Poem ]
I've stated all my pain, I've told them
All about it. They reply with lovely words of kindness.
But not to help make my mind be at peace.
They all thought it was simply poetry.
Nothing more. I tried to tell them,
That I was struggling and bleeding.
Everyone thought I was okay, and I
Was only writing to keep them happy.
I am now out of words to say. I'm out of
Ways to beg for help. I can't think of anymore.
I've already run out. They all loved my poetry,
Written in blood, written from the shadows of my mind....
Published on 19th August 2013 8:42am
I do apologize, if I let you down. [ View Poem ]
I never meant to. I was only trying
To take care of myself.
I was sick of feeling so alone,
Trapped in a world of lies, shadows,
And pain. I needed a way out.
I'm sorry if I let you go. I never meant to.
I just wanted to be okay for once.
But now I'm back. I won't go again,
Even if I'm hurting worse than before,
I'll stay. But where are you?
I promise, I swear, I never meant to
Harm your soul. I always tried to hold up
Your heart. You said you'd hold up mine.
But where are you?
I'm sorry if I...
Published on 17th August 2013 8:00am
I've never been one to fear the dark. [ View Poem ]
Infact, I've always embraced it. I've
Always loved it
But this night, it holds something new.
No tears, no blood. Just silence.
I don't hear the echos of my screams,
I don't hear these words being etched into paper.
I don't hear the splash of ink.
Just over whelming silence.
It's breaking me, and I'm beginning to feel like
There's something further in this heavy darkness,
That's waiting. Tonight, there will be no blood,
Nor will there be tears. Just the silence from the darkness,
Published on 19th April 2013 3:44am
My soul is different, dark and twisted. [ View Poem ]
Drenched in pain, I've stopped running for my life.
The darkness is inside of me, and I no longer mind.
I'll close my eyes, and I'll see the sky turn black,
Soon It burns cold, yet I now feel nothing.
Blood stains the concrete, and
When I'll close my eyes,
I'll soon discover my fatal lullaby.
Published on 15th April 2013 5:58am
Shadows seem to swell around me, [ View Poem ]
And something inside gives in again.
The silence is deafening,
And the air is suffocating.
It's hard to tell what's real,
When I can no longer trust what I feel.
There's a mark on my heart, where I'm
I want to escape
This harsh torment.
The dark is growing colder,
Without someone here with me.
Even though you may have left me
On my own in the first story,
I will live to the sequel..
Only, I'll die at the end.
Published on 8th April 2013 5:30am
You turned around and left, [ View Poem ]
Now you're already gone just like
Everyone else that came before you.
You left me here on my own, and it's so
Like you to walk the other way.
You left me out here on my own,
Now I realize your absence was the cause of
All my pain. You left, just like everyone else.
I used to wonder how I'd ever design
My world without you, I guess it's all too clear.
Without you by my side, I have come to
See what my world is made of.
This is where everyone I've ever needed
Has always ended up leaving me alone. ...
Published on 7th April 2013 7:47pm
In the end there was never a real beginning, [ View Poem ]
You've left me empty.
These colors drain like water, and nothing can be done.
I won't dream of yesterday, but I still carry a broken chain.
I keep trying to find a way out.
Now it's like being suffocated by the oxygen around me..
I really thought letting go should've been easier than this..
I find myself a slave of my own anger and betrayal.
I believed again, and found myself feeling poisoned..
I carry a broken chain, wandering through the falling rain,
I thought letting go was easier than this..
Published on 29th March 2013 5:07am
Hate me, because I know [ View Poem ]
It helps you live.
Get inside my head, and kill me again.
Everything has faded to grey for me,
And my senses already broke.
Kill me again, if it makes you smile.
I will not cry, I will stand strong, I won't fall.
Kill me again, and keep me here till it's over.
I won't break, though it's all too late.
Kill me again, because I'm still broken,
And I'm still hoping that you'll get this done with.
Kill me again, because my whole world
Turned grey, and everything's dead.
Kill me again, and make sure you do it with a...
Published on 25th March 2013 4:52am
Dark thoughts manipulate this mind of mine. [ View Poem ]
They are always repeating the curse.
My emotions run dry, and I give up
On trying to feel. Within seconds,
I am gone, to the ticking of the clock.
Gone to the twisted side.
Loathing and numbness, are all that's left.
One by one, I cast everyone away,
Because I know, I don't
Want to hurt those I love.
Do I still know how to love?
Either way, this is where I will stay,
Alone, on a path to darkness,
Where I awake in the shadows I have created.
I lose my true self to her again.
Published on 22nd March 2013 8:45am
I've learned to love the blood. [ View Poem ]
I've learned to want that
Blood and scars, it seems to
Be my new life now.
Though I do not quite believe this
Is how I will die.
Midnight comes, and the blade appears.
When velvet red trickles down my skin,
I no longer feel numb. I don't feel
Alone, or scared, I don't feel starved.
It shines in what is left
Of the reflection of my eyes.
A harmful shine that I ignore.
My wounds call out, "Don't let me heal."
And I learn a lesson, I start to see
The damaged side of me.....
Published on 11th March 2013 5:02am
You can find me hiding [ View Poem ]
In this shattered place.
This is where the outcasts go.
Where the rejected lay, with no hope
To get better. The darkness is great.
It's cold, and full of empty echos.
You can hear the cries of us within.
It's uncanny. It's now safety.
I know all your fears.
I hear all your screams.
I've seen you cry,
I know you're torn.
You're no longer in disguise.
I see through that.
So come with me,
Fall into yourself now, doll.
It's just like falling asleep.
Join us, the voices within.
Here you're safe.
Published on 17th February 2013 7:00pm
What good is it to love, [ View Poem ]
When love always ends?
I'll let the world drift by,
But I won't let myself cry.
I won't say hello,
So I will never have to say goodbye..
Published on 19th January 2013 1:08am
The voices call my name, [ View Poem ]
And they remind me of the pain.
Why can't you love me just a little bit more?
I can't do this on my own anymore.
Sometimes I feel so afraid,
Sometimes I feel so alone.
Why won't you open up your eyes?
Why don't you realize that I need help.
The voices in the dark get closer,
And I can't get through this fight.
If you were to do what's right,
Promise me you won't look away.
I'm hanging on by a thread, and am
Trying for all that its worth.
Carry me away from this place,
Get me off my knees.
Published on 3rd January 2013 1:19am
Though I'm still here breathing, [ View Poem ]
Though my heart is still beating,
I'm not well, I've gone
through hell. Do you
Still love me? I am dying to know.
Or have you forgotten all that we had?
Cause it's out of sight, so far from mind.
Like I was never there.
Now we will never have the same love again.
It's another set of bones to lay to rest.
It was a love out of control,
But where did it go?
When I'm sober I feel pain, so please make me a promise
Tonight cause I'd rather it all end tonight.
Don't you forget what we had,
Even if we...
Published on 19th December 2012 4:08am
Who would've guessed that something [ View Poem ]
So simple, so little, could bring tears.
Something so small, that could easily make my
Heart feel like it's rotting slowly and painfully..
It was quick. It came in a flash, and left without a trace..
But why would something this small
Easily rot my heart within ?
It could be because I care too much.
Or it could be, because I can't stand to lose someone
Even though they are still here, and have never left..
I feel left behind and forgotten, even though he is still here.
I feel like I wasn't worth enough for them,...
Published on 13th December 2012 00:23am
Silence is the air, it's the land. [ View Poem ]
Silence shows despair, such by your hand.
Silence is the sound that's within your head, from your mind.
Silence is the answer for the dead, none to shine.
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