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cobwired, 1 thru 5 … Take a number, and stand in line

1.
eagles de~squared
 `round hedge funds they flow
clinched in railways
toward the portals anime,
manga is the new propaganda`d
2.
there in the deserts
  the salamanders grasp
sands of the oxygen l e s s
where she handed the man
his 9mil speech:
`grow the heart,
splinter the thorn
bullet my brain`
3.
convoys and bon voyages
  litter the wasteland
trinkets of fancy dining cars
transporting black widows
tear down the white panties
wielding cobwired machetes
4.
while bee rags and
  catapillar drones
take back the forest
and prepare for war
cannibalistic ants
no longer desire
to scrub floors
5.
black wasp butterflies
  sting in my garden,
open your pores
and sing for me dear
lock~like drunken karaoke lips
Perry Como echoes
in the badlands of the throat
swatting tongues,
swapping spit
and a hero is born,
no longer a Cuban
in my hand.

thank you all for some deep entries I love it..

ESOTERICALLY SPEAKING

there is the doctrines of ensouled humanity
and the angelic races in this galaxy
than the false doctrines of archonic dark entities
that want control over you and me
Sophia female divinity god minds molded into the entire cosmos
including countless worlds and races and enchanted beings from ancient mythos
there was a predatory infection that arose
the origin of fallen entities the angelic guides don't really know
they are on a malign course
they made a grave decision to fall from grace and dissent against source
ascended god entities
are different than the fallen verities
us atlanteans classified these kingdoms endlessly
into countless and various categories
the angelic kingdoms teem with millions of denizens and familiars
from animal gods to faeries and fauns and demonic herds
and man being the medium like the Persian Medes of Medea
concerning the lores of the divine kingdoms of beings of this multiverse told by the seers
true esotericism is analyzing the factions that are deliberately misleading man
than we dive deep into the cosmic mysteries of the mystery school adepts and brethren
we learn of the fallen angel bloodlines of Nephilim
in the times of the post flood worlds and there barbaric henchman
and agendas from demonic principalities
for secular domination
these interdimensional entities associated with Shaitan
work through luciferian bloodlines to control the worlds nations
fallen angels like Lucifer mating with the daughters of men
as they say yaldaboath raped eve and birthed cain
the land of the watchers that was Sumerian
was a recrudescence of the lost civilization that was Atlantean
than the reptilians came and did genetic experimentation
crossbreeds of the fallen old beings half Lucifer half Aryan
where we get the Luciferians
these dark cults of solar light
with the that light we can guide but also destroy your sight
this earth has been controlled by black magician adepthoods since times immemorially
in spiritual conclaves in the astral planes
overruled by etheric entities that came here through portals
they use egregoroi black witchcraft and thought form entities to disseminate sorceries
and dominate the minds of countless laypersons and spread a psychic hegemony
unbeknownst to them the Earth they walk on is owned by Draconians
the deliberate misleading
is the agendas of these fallen beings
from the history you believe in to the food your eating
to the air your breathing
after endless sorrowful incarnations on this earth your blind but still seeing
you have began forgetting the divinity within and along with pure reason
you forgot about the days of the Atlantean age
and that you belong to a guardian and founder race
that are protectors of the star gates
the black witchcraft and mind control from many a intruder race
have been using humans against humans to keep humans from there homeland a faraway place
which is ancient spiritworlds and heavenly planes associated with certain stars far away
like Sirius b Alycone the many stars in the Pleiades and Lyrae
my soul is old and lived through countless lives in places like Minoa, Ionia, Phoenica to Mycenae
those lifetimes are in collision with this timeline
the psychic energy breaches the world your senses perceive and our lives and soul ties collide
the oversoul and the multiverse have infinite versions of you in infinite amount of existences
in parrelel universes and other realms of these cosmic instances
the cabiri demi god bloodlines of the survivors of the flood
we call the utnapishtim angelic starseeds and have been spliced with dracoblood
dragon bloodlines out of the Caucasus mountains
therein dwells naga reptilian entities near my sacred watery fountains
what has happened to us no one wants to know
I would replay what happened thousands of years ago
on the Anatolian coast
when the Persian sacked Ionian Miletos
meanwhile the Persian Medes and the Scythian Milesians are in the offspring of the High Aryan Japhethites
brothers killing brothers children as offerings and women as harlots like the Phoenician Canaanites
there was high elven dwarven kingdoms than the dragon blights
like the tensions with the Lyrans and the Draconian Reptilians
mirrors the history of the Sumerians of the land of the watchers and the Anunnaki and the Sirians
the land of the watchers is known as Sumeria
from Syria and Assyria these star gates to Sirius B have been warred over for millennia
from the Nommo deities of the Dogon tribes of the Mali Africans to the deity Dagon of the Sumerians
these angelic deities and there wars with fallen angels and celestial guides of mankind like the Carians
who are Bird Headed Angelic entities hence the place in ancient Anatolia called Caria
the Anchara alliance of the reptilians is the name for the capital of modern Turkey as in Ankara
I am one who sees a seer who can teach you to see farther
The carian bird deities seeded the reptilians who are the Illuminati Beast
the connection between bird entities and reptilian entities i can make with ease
turtles have beaks and raptors refer to velociraptors and the owls in the trees
that warn high elves of the draconic entities from the watery streams
like 'drake' using the owl logo
Moloch and Lilith of the Phoenicians nevermind I even said anything though
much more can be said but it does not matter anymore
these worlds archons recycle millions of times and then get sucked into a black hole

Found

I polite whispered all my goodbyes quickly
To ears gone deaf to my hell bitch screams
I had unleashed them in angry fits of wild bestial rage contained in my solitudes prison

My screams shook loose pain held captive
I Wailed while the pain streamed from tired eyes red and swollen and streaked down dirty cheeks giving me a dark muddy map of my misery and leaving sorrow to guide my fate

peered out slits through zig zag bloody jags
I winked blurry images into focus and stared
With Steely determination i glimpsed my past saw my lost innocence torn by criminal acts

touch that penetrated my trust beaming their lascivious grins branding me in such shame

I fell weary of self my surrender in low bows
To bad opinion and small portions of esteem
Lead me to water rank with myriad addictions
Numbing my bloody aftermath.of my feelings

Pushing stuffing cramming stomping it down

Until the crown was laid on my dizzy lil head
I sat on a throne of thorns as Queen of Pain

My screams shook my crown from my head
It smashed downhard and broke into.pieces
My soul held whole as i whispered goodbye
Heard now i walked with head held up high

Pain

Brassy odor
Metallic taste
Warms my flesh
Stains my face.

Pouring raindrops
Clouded grey eyes
Liquid fire
Strength disguised.

Rivers unite
Blood touches tear
Crimson red
Crystal clear.

Mixing the two
Red dye and salt
Gives more force
Adds more fault.

Twin colors bleed
Stinging my face.
Salted wounds.
Pain displaced.

Yvonne Denise Springer

thank you all for the mind bending entries..

What Of Ruled Decision Solution

Worldly woolen women want woofers
Wailing willful whack wanton wig wearers
Warnings will weather which whoever
Woeful wrath without won Wonderbras

Opiates override obnoxious odors
Orderly orifices open optic oscillator
Ominous overlaps of olden ogres
Opportunity opposes on occurrence

Racial rot ramps rambunctious riot
Ridiculous ranting rammed right remains
Romantic revulsion recalls Rohypnol
Regains rather reminiscent rupture

Destiny devoid does damage dimwitted
Delinquent destruction deceives Donald
Dastardly dainty developing darling
Ditherers dare demean ditto doctrine

Sentient supersonic soul surveyors
Silently sealing scintillating septum
See stupid surround sanctified shape
Solemnly switch shattered symbiosis

Euphemystically Seeking Float

Losing grasp fast
Losing the matters to me
Shreds me to tattered
If i weren't so tired
I would just up and combust

I need to swing away
Surging the urges
I take one in my night fright
I cannot hit
The dark pillows it

I only head on harder
Faster
And there i rise
Above ground
Feet dangle
Treading air in frustration

Mind twists
Twirls like wings of the cicada
Trapped in tummy
Screams for summer buzz howl

No decompression
Causing wretched expression
A cross twisted grin
Wears Gin

Hair tangles up in rats
Wants to grow long and down
Longs to sweep across ground
Longs for sweet gravity
And Earths touch

I miss the Earth so fucking much

Written by calamitygin (Jennifer Michael McCurry)

Slimmed Down History Lesson

The serious seekers of wisdom of olden times withdrew from the crowds and sought solitude in the wilderness
In the end, that's where they stayed, for information kept coming and they needed to know more
Small time seekers made intrepid treks to these hideouts and were at first welcomed
Deciphering a wise mans words became a reputable source of income
As time went on the interpretations increased in complexity
Sprouting different sects and martial arts schools
This was becoming one huge enterprise
One day it all came crashing down
The wise man sent them away
They heard gibberish
After they left
Nothing

wow this comp. is heated with all the great writes thank you all..

No Spoon, No Sugar

Malcontent  
piss  
in your own Cheerios  
flip your shit  
when you don't like the taste  
it's not the steak  
you so desperately ache to grab  
just out of reach  
no breach of boundaries
you refuse to see  
 
Myopic needs  
that bleed from hungry eyes  
oceans of me me me  
crash in tidal waves  
of all the take you don't give  
and you're not the narcissist?  
broken mirror, so in love  
reflect on this  
gifts are only when they're wanted  
weeds are flowers  
undesired  
bile by any other name...  
choke on it

thank you Mariekeys for such a powerful entry..