Challenge: Suicide Note
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TheStalker
Joined 12th June 2011
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TheStalker
Twisted Dreamer
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i'm just hoping it doesn't pain like my life
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a-nase
TheStalker
Joined 12th June 2011
Forum Posts: 158
TheStalker
Twisted Dreamer
Forum Posts: 158
''tell Andy he's not getting that fiver back''
Anonymous
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Anonymous
[font=Verdana]Suicide Note
I am tired. That is all there is to say.
Tired of the trees outside the window
that greet me each morning like a bell.
Ring ring, ring ring.
The infernal green song.
Tired of the neighbour's dog
that confuses aggression with love.
The high school dropout who delivers our post,
his eyes bleary from last night's weed.
I think of all the great ideas
he must have had and then forgot
while cruising the leaf's highway.
It tires me no end.
I'm tired of making you breakfast at six,
kissing you goodbye, watching the magazine programmes
then sewing a shroud for my life.
Of wondering if Tony's wife
ever feels like I do now, and if she fears the mystery
of leaving this white hell. All I know is that I fear
growing old among these chairs, the wallpaper you won't take down,
fearing extravagance, and that I fear it more than death.
I am tired. That is all there is to say.
Tired of the trees outside the window
that greet me each morning like a bell.
Ring ring, ring ring.
The infernal green song.
Tired of the neighbour's dog
that confuses aggression with love.
The high school dropout who delivers our post,
his eyes bleary from last night's weed.
I think of all the great ideas
he must have had and then forgot
while cruising the leaf's highway.
It tires me no end.
I'm tired of making you breakfast at six,
kissing you goodbye, watching the magazine programmes
then sewing a shroud for my life.
Of wondering if Tony's wife
ever feels like I do now, and if she fears the mystery
of leaving this white hell. All I know is that I fear
growing old among these chairs, the wallpaper you won't take down,
fearing extravagance, and that I fear it more than death.
misstailleur
Joined 13th Aug 2011
Forum Posts: 7
Strange Creature
Forum Posts: 7
Dear Mom
That time I was nine
and broke that egyptian vase
you slapped me across the face
And said some awful words
That time I was thirteen
And came home an hour late
I was trying to apologise
But you said some awful words
Or that time I was sixteen
You went through my things
And found evidence of my impurity
I wanted you to comfort me
Instead you destroyed me with those awful words...
Well here's the abortion you asked for
That time I was nine
and broke that egyptian vase
you slapped me across the face
And said some awful words
That time I was thirteen
And came home an hour late
I was trying to apologise
But you said some awful words
Or that time I was sixteen
You went through my things
And found evidence of my impurity
I wanted you to comfort me
Instead you destroyed me with those awful words...
Well here's the abortion you asked for
Gg78
Forum Posts: 9051
Tyrant of Words
26
Joined 5th Mar 2011Forum Posts: 9051
I killed my dog before he killed me..
Now I miss him..
I think I'll join him
Now I miss him..
I think I'll join him
Poetryman
Forum Posts: 1530
Tyrant of Words
29
Joined 14th Aug 2011Forum Posts: 1530
I Give Up, I Quit, Just Let Me Go
It's hard to smile, it's hard to laugh
When the only thing worth laughing at
Is my miserable fucking life
Filled with nothing and drenched with fat
It's hard to see in the darkness
That surrounds me everywhere I go
I close my eyes and embrace death
For love's embrace I'll never know
It's hard to love without a heart
I gave mine away so long ago
Now she is someone elses wife
And I'm no one you'd want to know
It's hard to want without desire
I don't give a damn any more
I'd rather quit this empty life
And pass through Hades open door
It's hard to know what love is
When no one has ever loved me
Don't bother trying to save my life
A life not worth taking for free
It's impossible to save
Not even Jesus Christ can save me
From throwing away this waste of life
That has become my destiny
It's hard to smile, it's hard to laugh
When the only thing worth laughing at
Is my miserable fucking life
Filled with nothing and drenched with fat
It's hard to see in the darkness
That surrounds me everywhere I go
I close my eyes and embrace death
For love's embrace I'll never know
It's hard to love without a heart
I gave mine away so long ago
Now she is someone elses wife
And I'm no one you'd want to know
It's hard to want without desire
I don't give a damn any more
I'd rather quit this empty life
And pass through Hades open door
It's hard to know what love is
When no one has ever loved me
Don't bother trying to save my life
A life not worth taking for free
It's impossible to save
Not even Jesus Christ can save me
From throwing away this waste of life
That has become my destiny
emptyness
Joined 12th Aug 2011
Forum Posts: 8
Twisted Dreamer
Forum Posts: 8
If i did this wrong, or it not what you wanted; please let me know. I am not sure how to enter a disucussions.
Blood on the carpet
I wonder if anyone care, that I already dead inside an have been for years; struggling with the thoughts of losing the only life I will ever had. Now that I知 seeing the blood pouring out of my veins; from the cuts I have made, to the carpet I fall; no need to call for help it to late; there is blood on the carpet an I don稚 care. I can feel my hate of myself leaving my pulsing heart; the profound thing is I starting to feel better, oh God what have I done. I知 sorry suicide is my end; my blood on the carpet will always remain, an remind the family of my desolate end. But I do care at last; about ending my life an; thoughts of living enter my mind, wants again. As I craw to the phone and cry for help; there is blood on the carpet and the ambulance rushing for me, but it to late. I die at the end they arrived to late. I am sorry I had such a gruesome end; an that the blood on the carpet, reminds you of me once again.
Blood on the carpet
I wonder if anyone care, that I already dead inside an have been for years; struggling with the thoughts of losing the only life I will ever had. Now that I知 seeing the blood pouring out of my veins; from the cuts I have made, to the carpet I fall; no need to call for help it to late; there is blood on the carpet an I don稚 care. I can feel my hate of myself leaving my pulsing heart; the profound thing is I starting to feel better, oh God what have I done. I知 sorry suicide is my end; my blood on the carpet will always remain, an remind the family of my desolate end. But I do care at last; about ending my life an; thoughts of living enter my mind, wants again. As I craw to the phone and cry for help; there is blood on the carpet and the ambulance rushing for me, but it to late. I die at the end they arrived to late. I am sorry I had such a gruesome end; an that the blood on the carpet, reminds you of me once again.
death12365
Kayla Moreau
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Kayla Moreau
Thought Provoker
1
Joined 12th Apr 2011Forum Posts: 164
Let Me Go
I think about how much I hate my life as I,
sit in the tub pulling out my razor,
grab my parents gun, checking to see if it痴 loaded,
open up my window and peer at the street, 50 feet below,
step on the chair, slipping the noose around my neck.
I think about you
and I can稚 breathe
I知 so pissed.
I loved you and you lied.
Let me do this.
Let me go I cry
as the razor bites my wrist,
red pooling into the tub.
Let me go I whisper
as I put the gun to my head,
pulling the trigger.
Let me go I scream
as I spread my arms out
and jump.
Let me go I mumble
as I kick the chair out from under me,
the rope cutting my breath off,
snapping my neck.
Don稚 cry over me.
Let me go.
Let,
me,
go.
I think about how much I hate my life as I,
sit in the tub pulling out my razor,
grab my parents gun, checking to see if it痴 loaded,
open up my window and peer at the street, 50 feet below,
step on the chair, slipping the noose around my neck.
I think about you
and I can稚 breathe
I知 so pissed.
I loved you and you lied.
Let me do this.
Let me go I cry
as the razor bites my wrist,
red pooling into the tub.
Let me go I whisper
as I put the gun to my head,
pulling the trigger.
Let me go I scream
as I spread my arms out
and jump.
Let me go I mumble
as I kick the chair out from under me,
the rope cutting my breath off,
snapping my neck.
Don稚 cry over me.
Let me go.
Let,
me,
go.
N-I-4-N-I
Joined 19th Aug 2011
Forum Posts: 3
Strange Creature
Forum Posts: 3
Anonymous
>To my beloved ones<
I'm sorry it ended this way
But Hell became my life
I am sorry if I caused you pain
but I just couldn't deal anymore
I love you all
but love just wasn't enough
The pain inside me
just grew and grew
until this day
I could finally take it away
I just have one last wish
Never forget me, Millian Morgana
I'm sorry it ended this way
But Hell became my life
I am sorry if I caused you pain
but I just couldn't deal anymore
I love you all
but love just wasn't enough
The pain inside me
just grew and grew
until this day
I could finally take it away
I just have one last wish
Never forget me, Millian Morgana
Tashi
Forum Posts: 9
Twisted Dreamer
1
Joined 28th Aug 2011Forum Posts: 9
I知 in my room
in darkness
and cold
I知 thinking of committing suicide
I知 always alone
and never having any fun
I知 thinking of committing suicide
I run away from home
I知 no were to be found
I知 thinking of committing suicide
I have the knife in my hand
and this note in the other
I知 thinking of committing suicide
now that I知 alone
with the knife to my chest
I知 about to commit suicide
I say my last words
'this was fate and goodbye'
I知 about to commit suicide
I have my last breath
and I知 now dead
I have just committed suicide
in darkness
and cold
I知 thinking of committing suicide
I知 always alone
and never having any fun
I知 thinking of committing suicide
I run away from home
I知 no were to be found
I知 thinking of committing suicide
I have the knife in my hand
and this note in the other
I知 thinking of committing suicide
now that I知 alone
with the knife to my chest
I知 about to commit suicide
I say my last words
'this was fate and goodbye'
I知 about to commit suicide
I have my last breath
and I知 now dead
I have just committed suicide
Tashi
Forum Posts: 9
Twisted Dreamer
1
Joined 28th Aug 2011Forum Posts: 9
Depression is Loving someone with nothing in return,
Depression is Slowly living instead of jumping head first,
Depression is Acknowledging the mistake but without learning,
Depression is Not trying, giving into your life's curse.
Depression is Cutting and cutting thinking you cant stop,
Depression is Staying quiet thinking no-one will care,
Depression is Floating around with the desire to drop,
Depression is Ignoring the people who always seem to be there.
Depression is Trying to end the life you've been given,
Depression is Watching other people watch you,
Depression is Giving up instead of being hard driven,
Depression is Depression, do you feel it too?
Depression is Slowly living instead of jumping head first,
Depression is Acknowledging the mistake but without learning,
Depression is Not trying, giving into your life's curse.
Depression is Cutting and cutting thinking you cant stop,
Depression is Staying quiet thinking no-one will care,
Depression is Floating around with the desire to drop,
Depression is Ignoring the people who always seem to be there.
Depression is Trying to end the life you've been given,
Depression is Watching other people watch you,
Depression is Giving up instead of being hard driven,
Depression is Depression, do you feel it too?