SWEET RELEASE

WRITE ABOUT THAT ONE SECRET, DREAM, PAIN, OR WHATEVER IT IS YOU CAN NOT GO ON WITHOUT LETTING OUT...HAVE FUN WITH IT!!!

I secretly dream, I’m always in pain, because this relationship
Thereupon the slippery slope I slip
Into oblivion, failing to sustain life
I became no one from the day I became your wife

There is a phrase:  “Let Go and Let God”
But I think that is kinda odd
Because if I do it, I will screw it up forever
So I remain, attached to you, by a tether

“Let go of me, please!”  I beg day after day
“Oh, you’ll get over it.” I continually hear you say
“Go, some where, away from me.” I know how you feel
“And I know that what you think is love is not real.”

Try as I may, I’ve never been good alone
I drink, I get wasted, and I drunk-dial the phone
Driving while under the influence, is what I do
Tell me, how could I live without you

Saving me from myself is what you were are about; you know your place
From day one, when I saw the golden glow around your face
The fact that you came to me, on the second day, is still a mystery
And somehow our little 2-person family became three

Again, you were there at a moment’s notice
Because I sure couldn’t be a mother; I was and still am, hopeless
I simply cannot go on without you; you are a requirement
For my survival, for my existence, for my personal enjoyment

Even though I know that I am selfish, I’ve been told
I should appreciate what I have; now that I’m old
Of all my friends back then, none have anyone left
They are alone; they think you are some kind of a God-sent gift

They do not know the dysfunction, the fighting, the disrespect
That you give me on a daily basis, how could I forget
This private moment, I proceed with caution to write
Because if I left, there would be such a fight

For the greater good, I know what I should do
But I cannot fathom letting go of you
Born on a life raft without a paddle, this marriage is hell, you see
But without it, I would have to be me

when is this due to end?

I had a lucid dream... Me and my girlfriend recently broke up and i fucking loved her... And in my dream we were in the twelfth grade at a party and she came up to me and told me she wanted to be in a relationship... Then i made myself kiss her like we had done before, then i woke up with a tear running down my cheek. I need to let go of her.

i have a recurrent nightmare... a figure dripping in blood that beckons to me, laughing with black eyes, and a skeleton face... i havent slept in days because of it... i guess i need to remember it's just a dream, just a dream..

my self consciousness
i need to stop thinking about what other think and post my poetry how i see fit.
but its so hard to let go of it...
when the possibility that /they/ could see it terrifies me.

Lack of emotions





Emotions are just words
Unless you are able to feel them
And love they say is the greatest of all
But for me the hardest to deal with
They say this and they say that
About how love is suppose to be
What I feel, I can not feel
Is this the destiny for me?
I want to sleep, not to awake
I can not give
What I can not take
Is this life one big mistake?
I can not wish for you to be here
I am but a black hole in the sky
Walk away while you still can
It is best that I die[  


Written by dungendona  

You know




What becomes, what does not
What is real, what is not
Is there a reason, is there an excuse
This, or that, What, what, what
 
Night terrors, day terrors,
Am I invisable, can I not be heard
Is there no meaning for me
Not you, or you, not a single word
 
I have made many mistakes
Your life, what about all you do
I am not kissing your ass
In fact, fuck you
 

The Talk

Every teen has the talk,
The dreaded parent to child relationship.
Where in their eyes you are so young,
But still ready for "The Talk".

I'm waiting for mine.
When I can sit my mom down,
Pour out my heart,and
Tell her "I Don't Know."

Where me and her can discus,
The strange feelings I've had,
The confusing emotions of lust.
For all genders.

When I can ask her what does this mean!
Am I disgusting to you?
Is it okay?
Or am no longer the angel you deserve?

Can you overcome your biased ideas,
That a bisexual is a pervert?
Can you help me learn about this new word?
This new world.

You have no problems,
With any other relationships,
Be they gay, straight, or lesbian.
Why should my mother have a problem with mine?

I'm still waiting for "The Talk."

lorry said:when is this due to end?

Never ever ever... but if you want i can repost this as a real comp. with an end date

Release

he packed his bags
said his goodbye
and left on a jet plane
I didn't know the reason why
I didn't quite understand

but a friend said
You better be prepared
for another heartache
He's never coming back
I hated the messenger
but kept my thought
to myself

A brief phone call
shattered my heart
When a sleepy voice said
Who's that
He answered nobody go back to sleep

that was hard to explain
but then I knew
it was the beginning
of the end.

lorry said:when is this due to end?

[right]Who knows how many Blows,,, Domestic Abuse?
Again, we'll see how it goes[/right]

GOTTA YIELD TO PEACE BEFORE YOU SWE(A)T RELEASE

He
socked her

Rocked her big time; tossed her wig outta line

Guess cause he’s that dude
Crude, rude...and

Mostly cause he was in the mood

Guess had to let it go, had to
get it out

That’s what he’s about

Secret
camera looking

Patron expressions of

~must be that kinda cooking

but its NO thing
Ray like Sugar, he
had to let
it Go

Janay got The Ring
but now the work kinda
slow

~Ain’t love grand??

more like
hand back
35 mil

hope
they can cope
got alotta time to kill

Be back before you know
TV Life
a “New” Deal

~really??!!!