Suicide Notes

I GIVE UP!

SURRENDER!!

CONCEED!!!

I Can't Stand To Watch You
Throw It All Away
I Can Not Allow You To Keep
Pushing This Needle In
Your Vein
I Will Not Participate As You
Destroy Your Life And Flush It Down
The Drain!

You Thought There Was Nothing
I Could Do
Not Even YOU Could
Get Through To You

SELFISH

WEAK

HOPELESS

And DEFEATED

There's Only One Thing Left To Do
Only One Thing That Can Save You

I Can Set You Free
I Can Help You Win

I Will Place The Barrel Of This
Gun Under Your Chin

-I Know You Would Do It For Me-

You Failed This Life!
And You Can Not Stay!

Finger On The Trigger
Warm Breathe
Slowly Fogs The Mirror

As My Reflection Fades Away....

The Steel Feels Warm
Against The cold
Empty Shell Of My Soul

The Blade Is Devine
You Have Your GOD
And I Have Mine

I Drag My GOD Along My Skin
I Pray For The Courage
To Plunge It In

A Severed Vein

A Life Of Shame

A Blood Colored Stain

Departure From Pain

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As each day passes,
I sit and wonder,
While on the desk sits my glasses,
What if tomorrow my life were no more.

'Tis the night to answer,
if my question is right,
Take good care of her,
For my soul departs tonight.

"A lost love"

I can’t believe everything you told was a lie
I hope you’re happy when I cut my wrist with this knife
The hurt was too much and it’s your fault
Fucking around with other men
All I ever wanted was the truth
I was ok about being your toy
Just wanted you to give me the respect of your word
Never will understand why you felt the need to lie
Told me we are forever when I was nothing in your eyes
Still you make me your joke and won’t even give me a goodbye
But when my cold body is in the grave you will regret everything!
I write this down for I can send it to you
You will be the first to know that I am gone
I spent so many nights working
Slaved for a home that was lonely
Had a deep needing that you fed on
Showed you the deepest parts of me
You just told me to piss off
So I will hang myself the way I envisioned
I won’t even fight it just let the breath leave
As the tears run down I will only be numb
Not even a thought of you wasted
No, not anymore!
I don’t even care if there is a hell
Because can’t get much worst then this
I hope you’re happy with my blood on your hands
Love for us was never real
You were fake and still won’t talk to me
So I guess this is the end of are so called forever
Just smirk you dirty witch as I fad

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____________________I AM READY__________________

 
I am ready,
For whatever's coming.
I expect,
Nothing more but to be let down.
Or,
Turned away.
I am truly, and completely alone.

F$CK IT ! ......

This shit hurts a lot,
But I now realize what I am,
And what I have become.
For this young man,
There is NO MORE.

I loop the rope around my neck
Now I'm hanging from the door.
As I take a knife, I also slit my now tightened throat
 
Pools of blood quickly fill the floor.
As the blood runs down my chest....
The skin finally tears apart from ear to ear,
And my headless body drops
Onto the cold blood filled floor.

          NOW I am ... ALONE NO MORE.
 
Yes I am ready ....

I said sorry.
You didn't care.
I hid my scars.
I cut my hair.
I asked for help.
Nobody did.
So I shut up.
So I hid.
Its nobody's fault.
No one to blame.
I was sick.
I won't say names.
The sun will shine.
The earth with spin.
You will learn to love again.
I know I'm weak. Have been all along.
So just for me, please be strong.
The rain has to fall to make flowers grow.
The storm always comes before a rainbow.
I love you all, you should know.
I'm sorry, friends, but I must go.

I don't want to be the damsel in distress. I don't know how I got here. I don't know what happened to me. I don't know how to save myself. I'm screaming for help in a room full of deaf people. They're immune to my cries. They don't understand why. Everywhere I turn, someone has someone to understand them . Love them. Care. I'm all alone. I'm a drop of water in the middle of the desert. I am a flower in the center of a blizzard. There's no need for me. I'll be obliterated before anyone ever noticed that I was breathing. Maybe it's better that way. Maybe i'll be out of their way. They didn't notice me to start with, so they won't notice anyone missing. Maybe, i'll save myself from my sorrow. I'll end it all before tomorrow. I am not sorry. This decision had nothing to do with any of you. I have no other reason to live. Tell my family that they could have prevented this. If you're reading this letter, I am no longer a going concern, so I have no need for tiptoeing around superfluous feelings. There is no need for a funeral. Those are for the living. I am done doing favors for everyone. They can cry alone in the shower, or have breakdowns in the middle of the work or school day. I do not want people huddled around the shell of the person I used to be. That is a sad and horrid way to be seen. I want you all to go on the way you have been. Without me. Maybe you won't even find my body. Just a letter, and some tear stains on a desk from a yard sale. I won't leave a mess, I won't make you fret, I'll simply jump off the face of the earth.

Fuck this shit. I'm gone. Do whatever the hell with my ashes. I won't be around to give a shit. Hugs and kisses. Your's truly

All I have left inside,
is a shell of the soul that died,
a cup of the tears i cried,
and thoughts of suicide,
and though i welcome,
oblivion's sweet kiss,
as I stand upon the precipice,
and step off the ledge,
into sepulcher's black abyss,
I cannot abide,
being unjustified,
in heeding sorrows dark cry,
so while the winged seraphim,
and the horned teraphim,
in unison sigh,
"You are a fool to die,
for the love of Life, why?"
And as explanation i say,
"For a broken hearts sweet yearning,
do i plan to die, ere break of day,"
for yea,
the sun seemed black as night,
and as my chest drew tight,
i prepared to fly,
or die,
whilst i try,
And they crooned, "Woe!
Woe to the young with a soul so old,
and with a blackened heart,
in a poets mold!"
So I begged, "Let my story be told..."

"For foolish young love,
did i die,
yet not a single tear,
for me did you cry,
for foolish young love,
i took one last dive,
Because you weren't there,
in my life."

Emptiness

Empty bowl
So much stress
Empty soul
Not impressed

Empty journey
So much grief
Empty burning
I need relief

Empty heart
So much awareness
Empty start
Such unfairness

Empty hands
So much past
Empty plans
Dead at long last

You who find my hanged body
Look for no culprit, it was me
Who decided to end it all.
Answering my country's call
I bled and suffered for you all.
When peace came, I was too crook
For an employer to take a look
At me and give me some work;
ME, whose duty I didn't shirk,
Despite the wounds that came my way
And the voices growing night and day
Of men I saw die agonised
As shells their own flesh pulverised.
I should have died along with them,
Than come back to a land of mayhem,
Where shots are being called by those
Who never had to fight our 'foes'
And cut our pensions while our rents
Drive us back to living in tents.
We were a band of brothers when
Living in the trenches back then.
I sure they'll be welcoming me
After this purgatory.
What place does this world have for us
Looked down by the imperious.

Happy hour

My life seemed worthless, gave my all to impress the world.
Worked hard to pay my debts.
Thank you mother for giving birth to a worthless tramp you made me feel like. I shall never be perfect like you. I was concieved in an umperfect world so how shall I become perfect?
To my father: your love gave me courage to walk away from this pain.
As this blades, fill my room i smile.
My heart is filled with joy
joy for theis tourturous journey is ending.
To my friends: i couldnt reach you,
you didnt listen to me, now i allow my soul to leave my bones. This hour i am smilling at our memories.
As i let my blood turn into arsenic, the sweet smell of blood gushing out of my veins is all that i smile about. For this hour is my final hour in this world of poin