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Suicide Notes

Ianhelpless
Ian helpless
Twisted Dreamer
United States
Joined 23rd Apr 2014
Forum Posts: 14

Dear friends and family, I have gotten to tired and have grown sick of life. No matter how hard I try nothing seems to satisfy. It seems to me life wants to make me hurt. Every time I put my heart into something it falls apart. By the time you read this I will be gone. Please don't cry for me and make my burial cheap.
I will be watching from hell, waiting for ya, Goodbye.

rachelmae
Thought Provoker
United States 2awards
Joined 16th Feb 2014
Forum Posts: 59

Say Farewell

There's no innocence in breaking my heart into a hundred pieces
but I know forgiveness is the only way I will ever cope with this
fooled me once and I forgave you
hurt me again and I didn't hate you
but this time, you've gone a step too far

You can say farewell, to the soul that you abused
the pain is real as hell, I didn't read the clues
It never even crossed my mind,
that maybe what you were doing wasn't fine,
but I was too scared for my life
why won't you leave me alone?
you aren't welcome here anymore, just let me go!
my heart can only take so many dissapointments
say farewell, soon because of you I will be gone.

Words are meaningless when you're throwing my heart down a flight of stairs
still I know your penance will never be able to mend this heart's tears
shunned me once and I stayed quiet
crossed a line and I just denied it
but this time, you'll never run too far

You can say farewell, to the soul that you abused
the pain is real as hell, I didn't read the clues
It never even crossed my mind,
that maybe what you were doing wasn't fine,
but I was too scared for my life
why won't you leave me alone?
you aren't welcome here anymore, just let me go!
my heart can only take so many dissapointments
say farewell, soon because of you I will be gone.

Don't try to weasel your way back in
stay outside, you wasted your chance
now you'll never see these crying eyes again!
I'll say farewell to the sunlight
never risk another break in my life
so say farewell...

Waterviolet
Fire of Insight
Canada 4awards
Joined 14th Mar 2014
Forum Posts: 628

If your reading this then u have obviously seen the mess
Yep thats what a 12 gauge will do to a human head
Cleaning supply's are under the sink
Have a nice day
Shit head

poet Anonymous

To whom it may concern

I had to take the dog with me

I'm sorry you had to see that




trouble8me
Thought Provoker
United States 2awards
Joined 15th Sep 2012
Forum Posts: 46

This is the note you have been looking for.
It's an explanation for which I don't owe anyone.
You need not question where it is I have been.
There is no destination ,
There is no regret.
No more bitches live inside my head,
now.
I couldn't be more at peace.....

I am blaming everyone for my fate.
My birth to my parents was just a mistake.
I don't hate any one person more than the next.
I equally hate you all.

When I tried my best to impress your parents,
no one noticed my effort.
When I created the basis that you judge people by,
I saw the acknowledgements,
never!

I never requested the electrical bind.
I never managed to beat down the blame.
This inescapable anchor from life,
constantly weighing me down was insane!

Let me go, as I have done already.
My mark on the world is a scar.
For those that did know me - fuck off and blow me.
I never wanted my soul in your heart.

InnocentSoul
Lost Thinker
South Africa
Joined 28th Apr 2014
Forum Posts: 2

I bet you are asking yourselves why I have done this...
Like you all..I'm also asking myself the same question...
Well I cant think well now
..SIMPLY BECAUSE I'M DEAD..

BlackHatMatt
Crimson-Prophecy
Lost Thinker
Joined 24th July 2012
Forum Posts: 4

Death is an art, and suicide is a self portrait.  A masterpiece of both pain and freedom.  With the noose around my neck, I stepped forward.

ScarlettA
Scarlett_A
Thought Provoker
United States 5awards
Joined 2nd May 2014
Forum Posts: 24

Dear Kanten,

If you're reading this,
I'm dead.
If you're reading this,
I've lost the battle.
If you're reading this;
The innate, drive,
to stay alive has perished
and lost the fight
to a part, that urges me
to find refuge,
in my own self demise.
If you're reading this,
I am so sorry, Baby Boy.

Love,

Mama


lepperochan
Craic-Dealer
Guardian of Shadows
Palestine 67awards
Joined 1st Apr 2011
Forum Posts: 14449

cocoon

but the years have darkened my soul
and replaced the zest, the bounce in my step
with lead boots made for standing still

my eyes have shrunk into hollow sockets
all I can see are yesterdays
the only sound is the whine of the pc
no talk, no touch, no empathy
remember me to the next of them
"flawless in his vulgarity"

this is my cocoon, when I awake
I'll have wings

Katherine648
Strange Creature
Joined 14th Mar 2014
Forum Posts: 2

Dear friends and family
I loved you
And I still do love you
Just not our relationships
I was tired of putting up with the pain
Tired of scraping my knee
Tired of people pushing me down
I was done
I had mastered life
Knew all their was to know
I was bored of life
Did all I wanted to do
Tired
Tired of being human having to eat and sleep and go to school
Learn
Learn about stupid things that would never ever effect me
My life had a schedule
A plan
I had a course of which I was running
But I just wanted to be free
My possibilities to be endless
But my body was full of restrictions
I knew nothing of death
Your right
I gave up
I quit
I quit the crazy game of life
But I was ready
It would be painful for a moment then never again
It seemed the logical thing to do
Free. Jut my spirit. My essence. No path. No course. No school. And I wouldn't even have to breathe.
It was nothing about you
It was me
I loved who you were
Just not who you were to me

Fallen_Angel_194
Angel.
Thought Provoker
United States 5awards
Joined 24th May 2014
Forum Posts: 318

I Won't Be There.......

I Won' Be There......
I'm sorry,But The Pain Took Over,
I'm Sorry You Had To Find Me That Way.
I Won't Be There Anymore...
Promise Me You Won't Cry Everything Will Be Alright,
I Gave Up The Fight To end My Iife.....
Promise Me You Won't Be Sad....And Miss Me Talking To You....
Promise Me You'll Go On With Your Life....
Promise Me You'll Forget About Me.....
Promise Me You Won't Let Anyone Push You Around...
My Dear,I'm Sorry I Went This Way.......
But The Pain Took Over Until I Saw My Last Sunset...
My Dearest Sister,
I Am Sorry,
Good Bye

BlackCarol
Thought Provoker
United States 1awards
Joined 28th May 2014
Forum Posts: 13

Very deep. I can actually relate to this as evident in some of my own writing.

IHate_BlackEye
Chuymonster
Twisted Dreamer
United States
Joined 6th June 2014
Forum Posts: 6

 I've been having a lot of issues with my thoughts recently, I've been contemplating suicide more and more each day. I don’t know if I should tell anyone. I feel if I don’t I’ll seem normal just like everyone ells. I just wish this feeling would leave me eventually, I hate how I just want to quit existing. I feel if I didn't have a mother I would have already gone through with my suicidal thoughts.With every passing day the urge gets stronger and stronger, it’s almost unbearable. I’m starting to think maybe I should try and look for help but I want to see how far I can push this emotion.

 I hate not having control over my emotions, I will learn how to control this over powering depression. Even if it costs me my own life, it’s not like I want to die but I wouldn't mind leaving. This world is full of (The Note end's here) This is the suicide letter I left on my computer back when I was 15, I ended it on nothing. Because at the time I had nothing I wanted to live for...

LizB
Twisted Dreamer
United States 1awards
Joined 19th Jan 2014
Forum Posts: 65

I cannot keep living my life as someone else. I cannot keep faking my way everyday knowing everyone else fits perfectly into this society like a puzzle. I am the part that does not fit and I feel it everyday. They other ones say that giving up is cowardly well they aren't an outsider like me.

Tick tock the days go by and I stumble and die with every step I take because I do not fit.
I do not fit.
I'll never fit.

Fallen_Angel_194
Angel.
Thought Provoker
United States 5awards
Joined 24th May 2014
Forum Posts: 318

I Use To Be Happy,But Now I'm Just Hollow And Empty.
I'm Sorry You Found Me That Way....Hanging From The Ceiling,
With A Knife In My Hand...
And A Note in The Other.
I Was Always So Quiet..
Because I Was Hiding All The Pain Away...
I'm Sorry You Had To Find Me That Way...
With Pretty Little Red Pictures Carved Into My Skin...
I'm Sorry You Had To Find Me That Way
I Was Slowly Fading Away

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